"Y-you're kidding, right?" I stuttered. The room was spinning and I had to go and stand against the wall, so I didn't fall over.
"No. Isn't this exciting?" She asked while smiling like crazy. I shook my head at her.
"I'm not ready and things are kinda complicated now, so no. No, it's not exciting." I answered and her smile turned into a frown.
"You know who the father of the baby is don't you?" She questions.
"Yeah of coarse! It's nothing like that. Things are just complicated." I stated, hoping she would take the hint that I didn't want to talk about it. She slowly nodded before following me out of her office to say goodbye.
My body is completely drained out of energy when I walk up the stairs to the hotel. I can't believe that i actually have a growing fetus inside of me. It's just unreal. I'm not ready to be a mum and especially not in a time like this. Niall doing drugs, the whole family lying to me and me not even living home. I can't raise a child on my own.
When I walked inside the hotel, I heard some familiar voices. I turned my head to my right and when I did, my eyes grew wide. With their back facing me I could see Ashton, Michael and Luke standing talking to Calum. I took my key card out of my pocket and slowly made my way over to the lift. I slipped the card in and waited impatient for it to come. When it came it was a loud ding, which caused the boys to turn around. I jumped inside quickly, hoping they haden't noticed me.
"Was that Lexie?" I heard Michael mumble. Shit! The door finally started to close, but before it closed completely I could see them all staring at me with wide eyes. The lift started to move and I let out a huge sigh of relief. I knew I had to get the hell out of here as soon as possible.
When the lift finally came to my floor, I ran out and down to my room. I quickly got inside and started to pack my things. Shit shit shit. The rest of the boys had also seen me and that wasen't very good at a time like this. So I quickly packed all my things and sat down on the bed, just waiting. Waiting for a few hours to pass by so I could just get the hell out of here.
Two hours went by and I decided to try to leave now. I grabbed my bag and looked around the room to se if I had forgotten something. Once I had checked I walked out the door and took the lift down. I looked around when I stepped around the elevator. Since I didn't see any familiar faces, I started making my way over to the exit. I was just about to open the wooden door when someone gripped my wrist. I slowly turned around and found the four boys standing there. Everyone's face expressions except for Calum's was angry.
"Where the hell have you been?" Ashton spat out. I didn't say anything as I looked down at the floor.
"I need to beat you in xbox and I've wanted to do it for the last week but you have been nowhere to be found!" Michael said disappointed. I wanted to laugh at his remark but I held my mouth shut since this wasen't the right time to.
"We've been worried." Luke said quietly. Calum didn't say a word. When I was about to say something I moved away from the exit so an old woman could get pass me. I looked back at them and they were eager for an answer. I thought about my options.
Number 1: I could tell them some part of the story.
Number 2: I could lie.
Number 3: I could tell them the whole truth.
Number 4: I could run away.
The last option was the most tempting one but they would catch up with me and besides I can't stay hidden forever.
"Don't you even think about running away." Ashton read my mind. "Care for us to tell the truth?" He continued. I felt my palms get sweat and tried to brush it off on my jeans.
"I've been having a fight with Niall and then some other things happened too that I have to take care off now." I explained shortly.
"That's no excuse for ignoring my phone calls. Our phone calls." He scoffed.
"I'm really sorry Ash and all you other guys too but I have to get going now. I promise, I swear on my heart that I will tell you guys everything later but right now I have to get going. Okay?" I asked with tears forming in my eyes. The guys noticed and their expressions softened.
Ashton pulled me in for a hug and I hugged him tightly back. I've just known Ash for two years but he's like my best friend. I'm really grateful for having him and the guys in my life. We pulled away and I hugged the other guys as well.
"Do you promise?" Ashton asked seriously.
"Yes" I answered while looking into his eyes.
"Okay then, off you go." he said and I shot them all a smile. I was about to walk out when Ashton's voice interrupted.
"Lexie?" I spun around.
"Don't you dare leave us again." He threatened while smiling a little.
"I won't." I promised and walked out of the building and headed for my car.
The drive to Danielle and Liam's house was slow and painful. I knew everyone would be there tonight since Danielle had planned this family dinner for a while. Was I ready for this? To see everyone again? Everyone who lied to me? I still can't believe that everyone knew except me. Didn't they try to make Niall stop? Did they try to do anything at all?
All these thoughts kept running trough my head and I knew that this was going to be an emotional dinner. They wouldn't be expecting me after 3 weeks without any contact. How the hell was I supposed to tell them that I was pregnant?
All my questions would soon be answered as I gripped the door handle and walked inside.
(A/N: You know what I feel really bad about? Not updating! I am so so so sorry for a late update and I know that I always blame it on school but I think we all can agree that school is the worse bitch alive. Like seriously, school makes me feel dead.
I am so excited for the new fragrance coming soon! I think That Moment will smell amazayn ;) And I am super proud of 5SOS. They deserve anything good happening to them because they've worked so hard getting to where they are now. 1D and 5SOS seriously the best thing ever.
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FanfictionAfter being in a relationship for over two years, Niall and Lexie are still hopelessly in love. But when things get complicated, can Niall resist his old bad habits? And when something unexpected things happens, will they make it trough? Unedited. ...