EcLexie | n.h (Sequel to LoveDrug)

Chapter 18

Lexie's POV:

The doctor said that only two visitors were allowed at the time in my room but did you really think that my family cared about that? Eh no, we were not those people. As soon as the doctor left, the whole family piled into the room. We were never the ones to follow the rules anyway...

"Are you okay?!" Was Danielle's first question as soon as she walked in the door. Then Eleanor asked the same question. And Perrie. And Louis. Everyone was talking in each other's mouth which made it hard for me to respond to their question.

"Guys..." I tried speaking up that was no use. The talking continued and it wasen't before I tried sitting up and winched in pain that the room grew quiet. Niall was by my side in an instant, kissing my temple while his thumb brushed my hand reassuringly.

"One people at the time!" Liam snapped frustrated. I understood that this was hard for him. I am his little sister after all.

"It's okay Li." I gave him a small smile and his shoulders dropped as he slowly took a deep breath and nodded.

"Everyone. Yes, I am okay. Both me and the baby are fine. The thing that happened was caused by stress so I am not allowed to move much during the rest of my pregnancy. So yeah, everything is going to be fine." I smiled and everyone around me let out a breath of relief.

"Promise us that you will relax." Ashton pleaded. It was hurting seeing my whole family in pain because of something I did. I can't believe because of me I could almost have lost the baby and that would have broken Niall and I. it would have broken everything. God, I was so stupid.

"I promise." I said so everyone could hear. It was just truly amazing how much our family cared about each other. I couldn't ask for more.

"I miss those days where you were little and I could control everything you did. Even though I was irritated every time I was assigned to watch you by mum, I always enjoyed it. I will always look out after you little sister." Liam said and ruffled my hair. Everyone laughed of his mood including me.

"I will always be your little sister, Li." I said and that made him relax for sure.

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It was finally quiet in my room after I had practically forced everyone to go home and sleep. Don't get me wrong it was so good to have my family here but after all the talking and stuff I had quite a a headache. Right now I just wanted to be alone with Niall.

"Everyone has officially left the building." Niall said as he walked into by room after following everyone to the door. He walked over to my bed and I scooted carefully over so he could lay beside me. When he did, he wrapped an arm around my shoulder as I leaned into his side.

"You had me really scared Lex." Niall whispered while his hand stroke my hair. I felt bad. Really bad about myself for putting my body trough so much stress that it nearly killed our baby. I felt the tears started to brim in the corner of my eyes and I knew that I couldn't hold it in very much longer.

"It was my fault. All of it was my fault. I pushed by body through so much and never gave it a single thought that it could kill our baby. It's all my fault." I said now sobbing at my fullest.

"No. This is not your fault." He said calm trying to get my bad thoughts away.

"Yes it is. If I had just stopped for as second and maybe thought about the growing fetus inside of me then...." I rambled on but Niall interrupted me. He cupped my face gently with his large hands and wiped away my tears with his thumbs.

"No. This is not your fault. You hear me? If there's anyone to blame, it's me. I was the one that fucked up really badly and put you trough things that you were never meant to go trough. So no. This is not your fault. This is mine. But I am working on becoming everything you need so I can be here for you and our baby. You guys are everything to me and if I have to die to protect you then so be it." His powerful words let me speechless. And I didn't know what else to do then so smash my lips against his.

Our lips moved against each other in a strong passionate way like never before. It still amazes me how every kiss we share is different and better. I pulled away slightly so I could get a good view of his beautiful face. His blonde hair was tousled and his gorgeous blue eyes were tired but they still looked as beautiful as ever.

"You're already everything we need, Niall." He smiled at my words and brought his lips back against mine as we shared a new kiss even better than the other one.

(A/N: Short update I know! But I felt like writing a chapter sooo.... This chapter is unedited btw. I have finally got summer vacation! No school for two months. I am really looking forward to stay up late, sleep all day and travel. That's basically my vacation.

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