When the Going Gets Tough

part 25

"Black Heart"

I don't like it when you break me honey
Why'd you have to do that?
Tell me when you'll make these tears keep falling
Do you feel like a man?

Figure, figure there's no working you out whatsoever
Only one way I can sum you up altogether
You got a black heart

Daddy I've fallen for a monster
Somehow he's scaring me to death
He's big and he's bad
I love him like mad
Momma, he's the best I ever had
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
He got a black heart

No walls to build around me honey
'Cause you blew my house down
Sticks and stones won't put it back up for me
And that's where we're at now

Sicker, sicker, I ain't feeling your mouth whatsoever
Naming hurts me more than weight thrown around but whatever
You got a black heart

Daddy I've fallen for a monster
Somehow he's scaring me to death
He's big and he's bad
I love him like mad
Momma, he's the best I ever had
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
He got a black heart

Daddy I've fallen for a monster
Somehow he's scaring me to death
He's big and he's bad
I love him like mad
Momma, he's the best I ever had
Daddy I've fallen for a monster
He got a black heart

He got a black heart
He got such a dirty black heart in him
Ain't it girls?! (yeah)
I love him like mad
Oh, yes I do
He got a black heart.

In this song she's in love with someone who's not a very good person he's a monster but she loved him and she can't figure him out and he's putting her down and she says 'you got a black heart' so he's crule and nasty and you don't want someone like that in a relationship because it' unhealthy.

Barry sat down besides her "what you watching?"

Caitlin shrugged "the DUFF"

Barry laughed "I love that Film, how are you feeling?"

Caitlin shrugged "sore"

Barry rubbed her thigh in a soothing motion.

Caitlin sighed and leaned into barry he draped his arm over her shoulders.

"You need to go talk to the police today"

Caitlin groaned "I know my mother left the paper work with me this morning"

"Shes not coming with you?" Barry asked in disbelief.

"I don't think she cares she didn't even ask me about Jay once"

"Im sorry"

"Don't be she stopped being my mum the day she locked herself in that office"

The pair spent the morning watching TV and talking about things that didn't really matter.

"Do you want me to take you to the station? your appointment is in an hour"

Caitlin nodded "if you don't mind"

"I don't mind trust me it's the least I can do"

"I don't know you've done enough already, next thing you know you'll be offering to live with me" caitlin joked.

Barry froze and looked up at caitlin she knew that look.

"I didnt mean it barry it was a joke you..."

"Its a good idea"

"Barry, no." Caitlin sighed.

"Why not?"

"Because...because it-its weird"

"Everything we do is weird I mean how many people do you know who are our age who share a bed and not have sex? How many people our age do you know who cuddle while watching Netflix who are just friends?"

Caitlin just started at him for a minute before shaking her head "your right this is getting weird we shouldn't be friends any more"

"No no no that's not what I ment"

"I know what you ment barry but your right we're getting to attached to each other you just offered to live with me for goodness sake, we shouldn't be friends anymore" caitlin ran her fingers through her tangled her in her own way of dealing with stress.

"Where is all this coming from? If it's about the living with you thing or you coming g to stay with us it won't be for long just untill your ribs heal" Barry asked in a small voice.

Caitlin sighed "you care about me to much"

"So?"

"So, it's unhealthy barry you can't just keep driving me places and making sure I take my pills and staying with me because I'm scared or stay awake because i had another nightmare"

"You had another nightmare last night didn't you is this what this is about?"

"Its not about the nightmares barry it's about what they represent"

Barry frowned at her.

"Jay took me like I was some barbie and he played with me ruined me the broke me, I'm broken barry"

Barry stared at her in disbelief.

"Your not broken" he insisted.

Caitlin felt tears well up in her eyes she could she barrys fingers itching out to hold her but he didn't make a move.

Caitlin closed her eyes and took a shaky breath in and let it out "I think...I'm jus going to get a taxi to take me to the station your free to leave...goodbye barry"

"Cait..." he said calmly

"Goodbye barry" she said more forefully.

WOW!!! even I didn't see that coming I'm sorry guys