Just Breathe. -||- A Luke Hemmings fanfiction (On hold)

Part Seven

     "Raegan? You okay?" I feel Baily shaking me awake. I jolt out of a restless sleep.

     "Yeah... Whats up Rae?" I say, yawning.

     "Its 1 p.m., your make up is still on, and Michael posted this to twitter." She showed me a pciture of me dancing with Luke and Harry. I gasped.

     "About that..." I trailed off. I glaced up at my cousin who was waiting intently for my reply.

     "If you tell me everything, I wont tell mom and Dad." She sits across from me, cross legged.

     "I snuck out lasst night, went to their concert, went to an after party, then came home and almost had sex with Luke Hemmings." I said all in one breath. My cousin gasped...

     "Why didnt you tell me? I got invited too but i didnt think either of us had the guts to sneak out!" She said, we laughed. 

     "Well I should probably clean myself up now." I sighed. My cousin left the room and i wandered into my bathroom. I cleansed the makeup off my face and glanced down at the few small cuts ob my thighs from the past. I ignored the hateful urge to shred my skin. I collapsed onto my bed about to fall back asleep when i hear a tap at my window. I open the curtains and sheild my eyes from the light. I look out and there is Luke. Sitting on my roof. I open the window and gesture him in while making the 'be quiet' sighn with my pointer finger. Luke was wearing his classic black skinny jeans, black vans, a Ramones teeshirt, and sunglasses. 

     "What  are you doing here?" I whisper to him as i sit beside him after i lock my door. 

     "I had to see you. I missed you. And im... im sorry if i rushed you last night... We have only just met. Im sorry Rae." He says my nickname my parents gave me. The pang of pain in my heart is wuickly washed away with the pleading look in Luke's eyes. I plant a a short kiss on his cheek.

     "Come on, i'm tired and need cuddles." I say to him as i crawl under my covers. My back is to him. I feel his body mold to mine. His shirt lay on the end of my bed and his bare chest is pressed up against my back. His steady breathing lulls me to sleep.

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     "Raegan! Open up!" I hear my aunts voice calling me from the other side of my door. I am jolted awake as i shake Luke out of his slumber. He hears my aunt too. Oh shit. I pull him out of my bed, tripping over stuff in the process. I drag him over to my closet and shove him in. Literally. I shove him in and slam the door. I run over to my door and throw it open. My aunt's long blonde hair is braided.

     "You okay Raegan? Sounded like you were tap dancing in here." She says coming into my room. I see Luke's teeshirt on my bed. I purpusly walk over to it and sit on it.

     "Oh yeah Aunt Layla. IM great.." I say, plastering a cheesy smile on my face that would always fool her.

     "Okay... Well its 5:30 and dinners ready. Come down in 10 minutes." She says, kissing my forehead and leaving, shutting the door behind her.

     "K!" I call after her. When shes gone, I immidiatly run over to my closet and open the door. Luke topples out and slams into me.

     "YOu okay!?" He says, in a hushed voice.

     "Yeah." I say. We both burst out laughing. I throw open my window and make him leave. Then i realize he is still shirtless. I grab it and hand it to him. He grabs my waist and pulls me into a kiss. We break it by laughing. Our laughter almost could push the brutle pain of fear and self hatred from my heart.

A.N. SORRY ITS SHORT CHAPTER! WILL BE LONGER NEXT TIME:)