Just Breathe. -||- A Luke Hemmings fanfiction (On hold)

Part Sixteen

     After Luke and i "put his guitar away" in his dressing room, we hung out with the guys in the auditorium where the show was that night. We all sat on the stage playing around. Calum played the guitar while Shay sang. She has the prettiest voice. I sat with Luke, Michael, baily, and Ashton. Just talking. We went from talking about serious stuff like music, to talking about movies and quoting stuff like 17 Again to The Burbs. Two of my favorites.

     Throughout the night, Luke kept complaining of a headach. I offered to take him home after his fifth time mentioning it. He readily accepted. I grabbed my stuff and headed for the door with Luke. Everyone else told us they were going to head to a party. Shay and Baily were going to meet me back at Shay's house.

     "Come on Lukey." I say smiling as we head for the bus stop. Luke kept smiling at me and jumping up and down excitedly while waiting for the bus. He would twirl my hair and kiss my neck suddenly.

     "What had gotten into you?" I say laughing as we bord the bus.

     "You'll see baby." He smiles. We sit on the cold plastic seats and huddle together. He laces our fingers together and kisses my hand before dropping both our hands into his lap. I smile at him shyly. He is acting so strange. He isnt usually this lovey especially not in public. He hums Sweater Wheather by The Neighbourhood as we ride along. One of my favorites.

     The bus comes to a halt and Luke and I disembark our ride. We skip down the sidewalk towards Luke's house. We laugh aloud and sing songs to eachother as we go along, not caring it is almost two a.m. and we are probably disrupting peoples night sleeps. We walk down the driveway hand in hand and reach the front door. Luke fiddles with his keys before we get inside. He turns the lights on dimely. He leads me over to the couch, smirking at me.

     "Luke?" I ask him quietly. He grabs my waist and kisses me. His hands travel up and down my sides, he surprises me.

     "I-I thought you had a headach." I stutter as i go to jelo in Luke's arms. He laughs at my foolishness. 

     "I lied." he mutters as he presses his lips on my neck making me moan.

     "What is going on with you?" I ask as i run my fingers through his hair slowly. He runs his lips slowly down my collar bone.

     "I told you I wanted you." He whispered before sliding off my dress. I stand there in my undies and he is just admiring me. I blush and stare back at him. Letting my lust take over I run my fingers up under his shirt and pull it off.

     "I want you too." I say smirking. He grabs my hand and leads me down the hall to his room. He pulls me down onto the bed and reaches around to unhook my bra. Then it happens. I suddenly cant breathe. I clasp at my throat backing away from Luke. His look goes from lustful to concerned. I cough and cant get a breath. I clamp my eyes shut trying to push this horrible feeling away. My throat feels like its closing. It aches and burns.

     "Rae?" He asks raising his voice, I shake my head at him and wave him away. I'm so embarassed. All I can think of is my parents. I cant do what they did.

      "Rae babe? I'm sorry! Whats going on?" He grabs my shoulders. Im fading out. I see my fathers face. Dead. my mothers face. Dead. They never wanted me.

     "Luke." I croak out. Trying to call myself back to reality. I want to be back in Luke's arms. Back with him. Not in the horror of my own mind which betrays me at everyturn. Then I hear it. Luke's soothing voice.

     "Rae, Just Breathe." He whispers. I open my eyes and dont see my father's taunting gaze. Not my mother's scared glare. But Luke's loving, gentle eyes. I gasp and breathe.

    "oh my gosh." I whisper before falling onto Luke's chest.

     "Rae what just happened?" He asks quickly. I take a deep breath, clearing my mind. There is nothing more i can do but tell him the truth.

     "I'm scared." I whisper.

     "Why?" He whispers back. The darkness of the room surrounding us.

     "Because I don't want to make a mistake like what my parents did Luke. I'm scared." I repeat. He takes a few breaths and rubs my bare shoulders softly.

     "You don't have to be scared. I'm with you. And I love you." He says quietly. I nod against his chest.

     "We dont need to talk about this now, you want me to take you back to Shay's?" He says. I nod again. He gets up and leaves quickly. He comes back with my dress. I slip it back on as he rummages through his drawers. He grabs a shirt and slips it over his head. H comes over to me and puts and arm around my shoulder.

     "Your cold, here babe." He smiles and hands me a baggy sweatshirt of his. I slip it over my head and walk out to Luke's car.

     His words run over and over through my head, "Rae, Just Breathe."

HEHAHAHHA I LOVE THIS SHITTY STORY.