Mystic Messenger X Reader

|Letters| jaehee X reader

Y/N pov

Every day I go to school.
The same boring things happen everyday.
The chemistry teacher gives us lectures. Our English teacher gives us poetry and essays. Our world history teacher is a bad role model.
And the students here drive people to the brake of suicide and having the feeling that you want to kill everyone and run away.

But there's one person.
The only person that has a soul or heart.
And I want to believe it's true. I hope it's not some asshole guys playing a prank on me just because I'm the new one here. I can't and I will never fit into a group at this depressing suicidal prison we call school.

The only reasons that I don't leave and just kill myself is the letters.

Every morning I wake up, get ready, walk to school, get pushed on the sidewalk on my way, make it at school, head the people whispering about me, get the letter inside my locker and read it. Everybody things that happened to me this morning disappear. And everything that will happen to me disappear.

I always keep the letters. I have two folders filled with the notes.
I've only been here for 6 months and so I have 6 months worth of letters.

Yesterday's letter -
_________________________
Dear (Y/N) (Yesterday's date)

I'm so sorry for every bad thing that happened to you today.
Honestly your an angel. No human can stand the pain your probably are in. I really love and admire you.
I want to blow away all of the bruises on your outer surface and inner surface.
Keep on going!

Thanks so much for reading these letters
More to come<3

-love unk
_________________________

I remember each letter.
I don't know who it is and honestly I don't think I want to know. I want to believe in these letters.

I walk up to my locker and open up to see just books.
No lose paper with blue ink pen written on it.

"Mh."
I feel my face get warm. I hope. They didn't stop. I was looking forward to it.
I slowly shut my locker and jump out of shock.

"Ah'' I squeaked.

"Oh sorry I didn't mean to startle you." A brown haired girl said to me.

"I-it's okay." I said to her semi smiling.

She smiled and chuckled.
"Where's that smile?"

"Mh?" I said confused.

"Are you upset?" She asked me.

"No I'm alright."

"Then you don't miss them. You will do fine with out them?" She said fake crying.

"What?" I say confused.

"Here close your eyes!" She demanded.

"Wh- why?"

"Just trust me and do it."

I don't know who she is but if she is going to throw some fucking prank on me I swear.

"Fine." I say giving up easy.

I close my eyes tightly shut.

"Now hold out your hands."
I obeyed and held out both of my hands.

"Okay." She said as I felt a rectangle shape paper land in both of my hands.

I quickly come to conclusions and open my eyes.
A nice (f/c) rectangle card with some fancy design on it." It had an wax stamp holding it closed.

My eyes where left in shock. My mouth was wide open.
"Y-yo." I couldn't finish my words.

She giggled "yes it was me all along. Now this one is different, I want you to open it up at home."

"Okay." I said hugging her.
"T-thank you so much." I say almost crying.

Soon after the bell wrong for our first period.

All day I was either hanging out with her or thinking of her.

And, her name is 'Jaehee.'

I finally get home and run into my room and throw my boobag down and carefully open up the letter.
There was a light pink card on there with only a few sentences. But those few sentences meant a lot to me.
For someone who wants to give up on life these sentences words mean a lot.
_________________________

Dear (Y/N)

I love you, keep on going.
I care for you. I'm always there, even if no one else is.

Love Jaehee
_________________________

I plop on my bed and cry.
This time I'm not coming home crying from emptiness or the hurtful people. I'm coming home crying tears of happiness and I actually feel loved and relieved.

I just wish everyone else was this nice.

______________________

A/N

Ello pplz I felt like doing a jaehee one and a depressing one.
I hope this didn't bother anyone.
Anyways thx I'm kinda at 3k reads.

PLZ REQUEST. My request are ALWAYS OPEN.

Feel free to vote follow comment etc.
I want to keep this fanfic going but I also don't want to have soo many chapters.
I don't know
I might have a small brake
Not right now tho but later i might have a brake for a month.
I'm finished with all of my rly big test and now I have 3 days till I graduate. So hyped!

ALSO PLZ READ MY BLACK BUTLER FANFIC!!

Anyways

I wuvz you all