Mystic Messenger X Reader

Jumin X Reader depressed

Requested by: Anime_Fangirl563  (my bad I forgot this and I wasn't feeling up to writing lately but maybe in the near future I will write a Vxdepressed reader)

Jumin's Pov

I've seen (Y/N) not acting normal or being social. She usually lays in bed petting Elizabeth. Her smile is different.
We've been married for a couple of months I can tell when she's upset.
She could be sick of me I don't know.
I should ask if she's okay.

(Y/N) Pov

I lye in bed slowly petting Elizabeth's soft fur. I feel so empty and full of nothing. I need and want to cry but my eyes just can't. Nobody seems to notice do I even matter to them? Probably not.
They would be better off without me. I'm just in there way.
Heck, look at me. Laying uselessly on a bed I share with a rich ass business man whos barely home and petting his cat. I haven't even been active in the chats recently this week. They have been asking Jumin if I was alright and still alive but he just told them she is busy. I need to seek help. These things that usually make me happy ... Just isn't working anymore.
Jumin's lovely smile, I have to fake smile.
Heck, I've been fake smiling for so long I forgot what my real smile is.
I hate life right now.
What future do I even have right now?

Jumin's Pov

My day was over at 8(pm) and it takes a half an hour to drive home. I can't wait to see my darling. I hope she's alright I think to myself as I exit the building to get into the car.
The sky is dark and the breeze is cold. I shiver as I reach the car. The handle was cold so I quickly opened it up and sat down.

"Home sir?" Driver Kim asked
"Yes," I say taking off my coat as of the cars warmth I no longer need it.

He pulls out and we began our drive to my penthouse where my dear (Y/N) is at.
I missed her so much and she needs attention. I believe my sweat Elizabeth isn't just enough. I sigh at the thought of (Y/N) being alone and sad.

~~time skip to home cuz I have the magic power to do so~~

Jumin pov

I arrive at the house and thank Mr.kim and quickly walk to the elevator. When it reaches the top floor I make it to our bedroom hoping (Y/N) is there.
As I expect (Y/N) is lying on the bed with her phone.

"Ah hello dear."(Y/N)it's  voice croaked.
It sounded like she was crying before I entered.
"Love are you okay?" I dim the lights just enough to see her beautiful face.
She quickly covers her face with the blanket.
I gasp "(Y/N), are you okay? please tell me."
"Im okay. I promise." She says quietly.
"Come on please." I set on the edge of the bed and slowly try to remove the duvet away from her face.
She turns around and muffles "please stop. I'm alright, I promise."
"But you sound sad, I promise ill come home early and leave late, ill take days off, ill get you as many pets as you want, we can move if your unhappy with this location, we can have this place redecorated if you want? Please (Y/N), please." Tears start to form in my eye as I lay my head on (Y/N)'s shoulder.
"Jumin?"
"Yes, darling?" I give her a worried look as she turns around the tear-stained face and red eyes.
"(Y/N) why were you crying?"
"I don't know, I wish I knew." She cried out.
"(Y/N)." I didn't know what to do. I want her to feel better but Idk how.
"I feel so empty and worthless, please help me jumin." She said rolling around facing me and embracing me in a hug.
I was token my surprised and it took me a few seconds to hug back.
"(Y/N)..."
"Mhm." She muffled back.

"I love you so very much."
"I love you too Jumin."

A/N

  DX I forgot to post the last Saturday

Hope this is depressing enough IDK

But what's really depressing is not having enough hourglasses for Ray's route. ;-; I barely have 100.