Mystic Messenger X Reader

Zen x insacure reader P.2

Requested my @cometsky

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Zen pov

I finished talking with my director and (Y/N) got the spot! I was so excited and couldn't wait for (Y/N) to know.

I was on brake and I got a text from (Y/N).

Zen I'm leaving the studio rn
(Y/N):

What why she did so good though.
Something must be wrong I'll call her.

It rang a couple of times before she picked up.

"Hey." She said softly

"Hello (Y/N) why did you leave? ... I have some great news."

"Oh umm yeah." She paused for a second

"I don't really want to act or be noticed by a lot of people." She sounded upset.

"I'm sorry (Y/N) I knew it wasn't really you but I thought you could try something new."

"It okay zen."

"But why , people just view me as a fat, ugly, useless piece of shit. My acting skills suck ass and no one loves me." She started to cry at the end.

"(Y/N)." I said calmly wanting her to cheer up.
She didn't say anything.
"That's not true!" I screamed at her.

I could hear a faint sob coming from her.

"(Y/N) ! I FUCKEN LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I LOVE THE WAY YOU WOULD LAY YOUR HEAD DOWN ON MY CHEST WHEN WE CUDLE. AND WHEN YOUR (H/C) HAIR FLOWS PERFECTLY WITH ALL OF YOUR OUTFITS AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL (Y/N). WHEN WE FIRST MET I WANTED TO KISS YOU SO BADLY BUT I WAS AFRAID OF WHAT YOUR ACTIONS WOULD BE. NOW DONT EVERY THINK BADLY ABOIT YOURSELF. SO WHAT IF OTHER PEOPLE THINK POORLY ABOUT YOU. THEY DONT KNOW WHAT THERE MISSING OUT ON. NOW I HAVE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER AND HER NAME IS (Y/F/N)(full name)." I yelled out at her.
I had tears forming in my eyes.

Why would she think about herself like that.
It makes me so sad.

"I'm sorry Zen." She sniffed.

"Are you at home?" I asked her

"Yes."

"Stay there I'm coming there."
I hung up. I forgot all about my my director and the show.

She must of Token and uber because my car is still here.

I got in and speeded out of the parking lot and drove to my house. I started to think about (Y/N) I'm so stupid clearly she was afraid. She felt uncomfortable and it was all my fault. I was so blind and selfish.

I made it to our house and swung open the door.
"(Y/N)!" I called out.

I ran to our bedroom and saw a sleeping (Y/N) laying on the bed. I relaxed a little and slowly walked to her.  I sat next to her on the bed. I put my hand on her head rubbing my thumb on her forehead.
She look peaceful.
Her eyes looked blood shot from crying. I kissed her forehead and a small smile creaked on her face.
"Dreaming about me?" I whispered. A faint snore came from her. I decided to lay next to her. 
"I love you (Y/F/N)." I whispered to her but replacing her last name with mine.
I smirked.
Foolish girl I hope she knows everyone loves her.

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A/n

Hey ppl I updated my story a couple days ago (the black butler one)
You should read it
Go to my ACC @animewuvz
And read my fanfic /traveling dreams

Anyways wuvz ya