"Tristan stop, stop!" I said sternly. He took his lips away from mine.
"I can't stop thinking about you." He said, his voice out of breath because of the kiss.
"What?" I have never been so confused in my life.
"I just need you, Millie, please just let me have this one night." He whispered breathlessly, his forehead on mine, I could feel his breath on my face, I didn't answer instead I leaned up and kissed him, softly this time.
SMUT✖️✖️✖️✖️
He guided me towards the large, made up bed, my legs hit the edge of the bed, he hoisted me up, wrapping my legs around his waist, he gently laid me down on the top of the bed, my head hitting the soft pillows, he threw his t-shirt across the room, not bothering to look where it landed, he peppered kisses along my jawline, nipping and licking, leaving a mark I was sure, his hands travelled towards my shorts, pulling them down in a second.
"Wait have you got a condom?" I asked quickly, using my arms for balance, he flashed me a small silver packet, he came back up to my face and started kissing me softly while his hands worked on my lower region, a familiar ache starting to form. "Tris." I moaned into him, giving him to signal that I was ready, he quickly slid on the condom, pushing into me, giving me a second to adjust, he thrusted a few times as we both moaned quietly, because I knew Connor was in the room next to us. He held my hand in his as he thrusted into me, giving me small kisses as he went, a few minutes later he collapsed next to me, his breathing rugged.
ITS OVER NOW LOL✖️✖️✖️✖️✖️
"Tristan what the fuck." I said after a few minutes of silence.
"I don't know." He admitted, I turned my whole body so I was on my side, he copied my actions, I placed a hand under my head for support and propped my leg over my other leg. "I just get this feeling when I'm around you, I can't describe it, and when I saw you tonight in the bikini, it drove me wild, I couldn't control myself, I'm sorry." He continued. I thought about his words for a few minutes.
"This isn't fair on Alex." I said, not looking into his eyes.
"I know it's completely unfair, I'm a dickhead and she deserves someone so much better than me." He said, staring at his hands as he lay on his back. "Can we keep this our little secret?" He asked a few seconds later, I nodded. He gave me a small smile and I copied him.
We lay in silence for a while, I could tell he was awake because his breathing was uneven.
"Penny for your thoughts?" He said suddenly, I snapped my head up at him.
"Can I ask you something?" I asked.
"You just did." He said with a smirk, making me laugh. "Go ahead."
"Is she pregnant?" I said bluntly, his head snapped towards me as he stared into my eyes, he was unsure of what to say, I could tell.
"It was negative." He confirmed. "How'd you know?" I breathed out the breath I didn't realise I was holding in.
"Found the test." I told him. "Are you going to sleep in here?" I asked.
"Is that okay?" I nodded, I switched the lamp off and turned away from him, gripping my pillow. He shuffled for a bit before he nestled in beside me, wrapping his arm around my torso and pulling me closer to him.
He was spooning me.
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I woke up the next morning to an empty bed, I sighed, I didn't expect him to, I got up quickly, we were going sight seeing today, I got in the shower and fixed myself, I stared at the mirror and noticed the purple bruise on my neck, I rolled my eyes and began to attempt to cover it, which was not working.
