"We need to end this."
"Why?"
"Because I'm lying to everyone, we'll just stage a break up, Tristan picked Alex, Connor, what is the point when I can actually go out there and be with someone who wants to be with me?" I told him and his eyes softened.
"Okay." He agreed and I smiled. "He didn't actually pick Alex though."
"He practically ran away from me Con."
"Into the room with Alex." I added and he laughed slightly.
"Still not picking sides though, he didn't say a name."
"So how do we do this? But stay friends after." I changed the subject, not wanting to talk about Tris and Alex right now.
"Say we decided it wasn't going anywhere so we're ending it but we're still the best of friends."
"You're a genius!" I praised and he laughed.
"This was fun though, you'd be perfect boyfriend material." I added and he grinned.
"I know." He smirked.
"Not to mention modest?"
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"So you're just gonna end it?" Brad asked and I nodded.
"No hard feelings like? We're still going to be able to hang out with Millie as a band." James asked, I nodded once again.
"Besides Tris." Brad mumbled but we all heard him.
"There's nothing awkward about me and Tristan, you choose to make it awkward." I added and Brad flipped me the bird.
"Where is he anyway?" I asked, trying not to act like I care about where he is, because I don't, I'm just curious.
"Alex's." Brad informed me and I nodded, that familiar lump in my throats suddenly returning, it killed me to know he chose her over me once again, but I didn't care, I was moving on.
"Tea?" I asked the three boys, they were all focused on a football match that was taking place, not sure what teams because I wasn't paying attention.
"Oh me please." Con asked and I nodded before Brad butted in saying he wanted some with one sugar.
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Charlie- HEY COME OUT TONIGHT YOU GEM
ME- NO
Charlie- why?
Me- idk
Charlie- please? You're single now, I want you to pull
Me- why are u hornier than me, is Brad not pleasing u?????
Charlie- no I just don't want u sulking, pls come out, just the two of us x
Me- fine you've convinced me x
And that is how I found myself, running for a taxi, my heels clicking off the ground, almost falling twice while trying to get to the taxi.
I told him where to go, I was meeting Charlie in a pub so we could get drinks before we hit nightclubs, apparently she's going to stay sober for me and I can get as drunk as she did the night of her birthday.
"Are you sad?"
"Why would I be sad?"
"You just had a break up."
"Why can't I keep a boyfriend?" I questioned, "I've had two boyfriends in the space of 4 months and they've both ended, am I ugly?"
"You're not ugly, you're just with the wrong boys."