I heard a slight knock on the window and I wiped my eyes before I looked up, It was Connor, I unlocked the door and he slid into the passenger side but didn't say anything.
"I'm not going back in there." I told him and he patted my back, in a comforting way.
"I wouldn't expect you too."
"Is this even worth it?" I asked and he just looked at me. "This whole dating thing? He doesn't even care."
"He does care." Connor tried to argue but I just scoffed.
"He called me a whore."
"I know, we heard."
"Did all of the boys hear?" I asked him and he nodded slowly, I hurried my head in my hands before sighing, the tears were flowing and I didn't think they were going to stop any time soon.
"Brad is in there giving out to him, he almost punched him but James held him back." I smiled at the thought of Brad sticking up for me.
"I don't want to make you boys fight."
"Don't worry, Tris will come to his senses too, but Mil?" He said and I looked at him.
"You need to stop going back to him, you're giving him what he wants and he knows you will, but once he realises that you're not some toy he can pick up when he pleases, he'll get scared and hopefully dump Alex, and confess his undying love for you."
"You sound like something from a movie." I laughed.
"You know me, I have a way with words." He winked at me and I doubled over and laughed.
"It's not even worth it anymore, like if it takes him this long to realise his feelings for me. Why would I want to be with someone who blocks his feelings towards me when I could go out there and find myself a nice boy who appreciates me and doesn't call me a whore when he's angry."
"Do you love him?" I thought about it for a second, I couldn't imagine my life without him but then again all the pain he's caused me just isn't worth it.
"I don't know." I answered truthfully.
"That's okay."
"Am I a whore?"
He furrowed his eyebrows. "Of course not."
"You kind of have to say that."
"Why?"
"Because you're my best friend, and fake boyfriend."
"And I'm the best fake boyfriend you'll ever have so I have no reason to lie to you."
"I love you Con." I told him and smiled, he gave me a wide smile back which made me giggle.
"I love you too." He replied. "Now you can go back in there and prove to him that his words don't get to you or you can go home, cause I'm cool with which ever."
"You know what?" I said and perked up slightly.
"What?"
"I'm gonna go in there, and we are going to be the best fake couple they have ever seen, I'm going to be so convincing, you're gonna fall in love with me."
"Yas! You go girl." He exclaimed in a girly voice and I giggled.
"Right come on." I opened the door to my car and I grabbed his hand before we made our way back into the Tradley apartment.
"Hi boys, sorry about that." I apologised to the boys and sat down, extremely close to Connor and grabbed his hand once again.
We were both sitting on the two seater couch while James and Brad occupied the three seater and Tris sat in the single arm chair, in the corner, sulking, I let go of his hand and sprawled out, so I had my legs over his as he sat up right.
