It's been a week since me and Connor have been doing our secret dating thing, I've only seen Tris once and that was with Alex, I wasn't sure if he told her about us or not, but if he did, they seemed to work it out, I never got around to texting Liam, because of Connor and we had to make this seem legit.
I was on my way to Brad and Tris' house because they were leaving for a signing tour around England in a few days and we wanted to hang out as a group before they left.
Once I arrived, Tris opened the door, sighed and welcomed me in.
"No one is here yet, and Brad went to the shop across the road to get some things we needed." He told me and I nodded before I took my coat off and hung it on the coat hanger, I was dressed in a pit of leggings and a t-shirt, with my converse.
He didn't talk to me much and he seemed agitated, he wouldn't sit down.
"Are you okay?" I finally asked him as he began his at least fiftieth lap of the living room.
"If Alex comes over, she will chop my balls off." He told me and I laughed before I realised he wasn't messing.
"Why?"
"I told her about us and I begged her not to dump and we ended up working it out, I'm just not allowed be near you."
"Were in the same group, its kind of inevitable."
"Yeah I know, that doesn't mean she won't hesitate to actually stab me."
"I can't believe you told her you won't be around me anymore, how does she possibly think that's going to work?" I was starting to get angry, he actually chose a girl, that he's known for a little over a year, over me, a valued friend of him and his band mates, why would he want to sacrifice our friendship?
"I don't know! Why are you getting angry at me?" He almost shouted but stopped himself
"Because you're just so god damn stupid!" This time I rose my voice, not caring if neighbours could hear me, he needed to know what I thought.
"Brad could walk in any second, stop shouting."
"No!" I shouted once again. "You are throwing our friendship out the window for some girl that barely knows you!"
"I am not throwing it out the window! Stop being so dramatic, she just doesn't want me to see you."
"Yeah so, what does that mean? We talk through walls or something?" He didn't reply, I sighed. "You're unbelievable, Tristan, I am done with you, so done."
"What do you mean done?" He asked, my eyes bulged, I couldn't comprehend how someone could be so idiotic.
"If you want to choose some girl, that you've known for how long? A little over a year? For someone who's been through thick and thin with you for almost four, that's fine with me, but when that goes away, do not expect me to waiting there for you with open arms, cause I won't be there." I said this confidently, even though I wanted to burst into tears there and then.
I didn't stay in the room for long enough too see what he would reply, I stomped down to Brads room and sat on his bed and attempted to contain myself, people were going to arrive soon and I didn't want them to question why I was bawling my eyes out.
I went to the bathroom, praying I wouldn't see anyone in the hallway as I passed, I didn't thankfully.
I fixed my make up, Alex or Charlie must of left it here, so I used it quickly and dabbed under my eyes, my eyes were still kind of red from the tears, I decided I would stay there until the puffiness and redness went down a little, there was a knock at the door and I was reluctant to ask who it was.
