He shoved me into the locker and I groaned, he smirked almost evil. I glared at him.
"Just leave me alone Lucas." I started walking away when he grabbed my hair and slammed my head into the locker. It made a loud slam noise and I yelped in pain, tears rolling down my face. I had let him beat me up and bully me for too long, I felt the blood trickle down my chin and I screamed out in anger slamming my fist into his face. He pinned my against the lockers and I kicked him where the sun don't shine as I heard a class door open I spun around and Roundhouse kicked him in the jaw. The door shut and I continued to fight with Lucas. Then the loud speaker chimed,
"Jade Blasko-Miranda to the front office. Now. Jade Blasko-Miranda to the front office. Now."
Lucas chuckled and I muttered a string of curses in Spanish as I went to the front office and sat down. Finally noticing the pain in my head. Dr Patterson, the principal, and Mrs Grosser, the vice-principal.
"Jade.. this is unbelievable behavior from you." Dr Patterson frowned, I felt anger fill my chest.
"Can I tell my story, sir." I asked as poletly as possible as he handed me tissues to put against my busted lip.
"Of course." He nodded and Mrs Grosser sat there recording this all.
"Well I've been bullied by him for almost two months now. Every slur, insult, shove, slap or punch I've ignored him. He calls me a Whore, a wanna-be, a slut, sucidial, he tells me I should died instead of my mom and that I should kill myself." I shook as I explained, I had no idea the door had opened behind me, "he tells me in useless, worthless and that no one actually cares about me.. not even my littler brother. He shoved me into the locker today and I told him to leave me alone. He wouldn't. So I-i snapped."
I felt something cold on my neck and I looked back to see Vanessa holding an ice pack to my neck. I gave her a weak smile. I looked overMrs Grosser pulled Lucas out of the office but she wasn't able to silence his harassing shouts and slurs that made me drop my head. I ended up only getting a weeks worth of in school suspension. I didn't break anything but he would have some nasty bruises to Snapchat his friends about on his month long out of school suspension.
{at home}
Lin had been telling me that I couldn't resort to using violence when things I didn't like happened.
"Lin. Stop." I said
"Jade you can't--"
"Lin. Stop." Tears formed in my eyes.
"Jade. Listen to me. I don't want to get called--" I drowned out Lin for second as o felt my face begin to go red, I mean yeah, I understood his pain but I had tried to make him listen and he didn't. So I guess o just snapped?
"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!!" I screamed crying, "NO ONE DOES, NOT UNTIL ITS TOO LATE!! I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS, THESE OEOPLE HARRASS ME EVERY DAY! HE HAD HIS GROUP OF GANGSTERS SHOOT ME, THEY ARE THE REASON IM STILL SLITTING MY WRISTS!"
I tore off my sweater and threw it at Vanessa, tears still streaming down my face, "LOOK! TAKE A LONG LOOK BECAUSE IM SO FUCKING DONE! ITS WAY TOO LATE, WAY TOO LATE FOR ME NOW! IM SORRY IM A DISASTER WAITING TO HAPPEN!"
"Sissy?" Sebastian had tears in his eyes, Vanessa held the torn sweater in her arms. Lin stood infront of me. I tried to push him out of the way.
"Just let me go! I'm an accident waiting to happen!" I felt the pain searing deep in my chest, my heart longed for one of Sebastian's kisses, or Vanessa's good morning hugs, or hearing Lin singing lullabies to Sebastian when he couldn't sleep. I rammed my hands into Lin's chest, but he would budge. I felt the tears filling my eyes and spilling over, I felt all the anger and sorrow in my body leaking out like a deflated balloon. I also yearned for the feeling of a cold blade across my skin, or the hot water from the shower scorching my skin and burning it, I wanted to slip off the fire escape and drop like a stone. I wanted death more than I should've. I tried to push Lin again, I felt him starting to break.
"Jade.." Lin whispered, I could fell the tug of fear in his voice. I pushed past him finally and locked myself in my room. I shoved what I could fit in my bag, clothes, chargers, school books. I tossed the large drawstring bag over my shoulders and quickly wrote a note.
'I'm going to visit mia. I'll come back when I feel better. I love you. Please don't take this the wrong way, Jadie.'
I unlocked my door and opened my window, stepping onto the fire escape. I walked up the stairs to level 14 and knocked on the window. I heard some shuffling then saw Mia's face appear. Her fire escape is in her Living room unlike mine which is in my bedroom. She let me in and I gave her a hug.
"I need to stay here. I snapped at Lin and Vanessa. I didn't mean to." I was shaking slightly, tears pooling over my eyelids. She kissed my head and lead me to her spare room. She told me to draw a hot bath and she'd go out and buy four large pizzas, some liters of soda, candy and icecream stuff and we'd have ourselves a movie marathon. I thanked her and went into the bathroom, drawing the water nice and cozy warm like my blankets at home. I plugged my phone into the plug by the sink but I planned to keep it shut all the way off. My phone had other ideas. Right before I took of my shirt it vibrated and I walked over. It was blowing up with messages.
Pippa: Lin and Vanessa are super worried, Sebby won't stop crying. I really hope your safe!! I know your probably feeling awful but just know that we're always open for you!!
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Daveed: everyone's like hella scared that your gonna harm yourself. I'm 99% sure this is the first time I've heard Lin cry since Hamilton. Please come back!
READ: 5:31
Oak: look, Lin needs you to come back. I've never seen him look so scared. Sebastian won't stop asking where you are. Everyone's panicked, they just want to see you again.
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Renee: Jadie, I have no clue where you went. But all I ask is that you come home safe and soon. Lin and Vanessa are so worried. Sebastian is crying and asking for you. I know what I'm saying might make you feel worse but know we love you. Come back to us please!!
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Jazzy: Jadie, I remembered when I first saw you I though that no one could look more emotionally drained. Now I see I'm wrong. I've never seen anyone look as scared, sad, angry, and just awful as Lin and V do rn. Sebastian's staying with us tonight, come home safe.
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Ant: I've never had to comfort Vanessa before, she is heartbroken. She thinks she did something wrong, if you aren't going to go home at least text them. Stay safe Jadie, ily like a big brother :)
READ:5:35pm
Vanessa: I love you baby, please come home.
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Lin: please come home ASAP!! I miss you so much!!
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Mia: I'm buying half the store lmao!!
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I sat there reading them all. I sighed and shut my phone. I climbed into the bath and sunk down so my head was only above water. Small bubbles floated around from soap that had been on the sides of the tub. I felt awful, the pain sunk to the deepest part of my stomach. I wrote the note they'll find it. Eventually. I hoped.
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Life's Gone Crazy {Hamilton}
FanfictionJade Blasko is the daughter of a cancer victim. While She's never failed to impress her friends and teachers with her singing and dancing abilities. But she has never had the money to really take it seriously. Now her school is opening a drama club...
