Chapter 9

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Just then the manager rushed into the bathroom.

"Hey, you need to get the ladies room. You're making some of the costumers uncomfortable." the manager said looking at Jake.

"Don't worry, sir. We're on our way out." Jake said back.

"Thank you. Allow me to show you out." he said stepping out of the way. I followed Liv out of the bathroom and we walked to te car.

"Well, that was just terrible. I'm so sorry, I didn't want to ruin you guys anniversary." I said with my head down in the back seat.

"Hey, don't get down. It isn't your fault. It's mine, I knew about your fear, and I was the one who suggested we go." Liv said turning around to look at me. I just sighed and kept quiet. I still couldn't really talk. They dropped me off at my house and I ran into my room. It was already six o'clock. I had to finish all my homework. But before I did that, I ran into the bathroom. I stepped on the scale, and it read 119.

I was disgusted with myself.

I went over to the toilet and purged up what I had ate today. I hated my body. I needed to be skinnier. My goal weight was ninty-five pounds. Even. I got back to my bed and pulled out my laptop. It took me an hour and a half to finish the rest of my homework. I figured I would just watch t.v until I passed out. I put on my favorite cartoon, yes, I am a dork, and went and changed into my pj's. I finally got cozy, when I remembered that Ethan had wanted me to text him. Now, all I had to do was remember when I put his number.

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