No food to eat. All the money been wasted form last week. I can't even leave so I sleep in the basement, making up rad beats.
Hot cup of tea at 4 o'clock in the middle of the night and I can't sleep. It's all on the peak so bad I can taste it while it eats me.
Tell me how can I sleep if I don't have dreams? I just gave nightmares. How can it be? that I still believe something is out there.
Some part of me feels a little bit naked and empty. I'm stuck underneath a few dirty old blankets to comfort me.
I can't sleep because of these stupid nightmares. It's because something is out there and believe me when I say I'm dreaming nightmares.
But there's a light, and I can see why I'm still alive. mommy won't lie, cause if she did, I would've died. All I do is sit and try. You think I've been down, but I'm trying to find out. Every night, I'm sick and why? Because I'm trying to find out, so I'm staying up this time. I'm staying up and those dreams be gone. Those dreams you call a happy place when I really don't dream, but I sleep, wide awake and this time I'll find out.
I love this song it's one of my fav because that "something that is out there" is really another part of himself that he can't seem to find. Plez comment, vote, and follow.Love you guys<3
