Touch (Jerrie Fanfiction)

Chapter 39

A/N: Thank you for all the kind words:) I am okay guys it's just I made a wrong decision in the past that I regret so much, and the worst part is it keeps haunting me every once in awhile which bother the fuck out of me sigh

Jade's POV

My gaze had been locked at the sea the whole time since I arrived at the beach, I don't know why but it always calms me. Maybe it's because it reminds me of her beautiful ocean blue eyes, only darker as it was night time now. I smiled when I reminisced that time she took me to that beach to celebrate our one month anniversary. How my heart soared to the sky when we shared the sweetest kiss at the sunset. How I burst out into happy tears when she gave me the cutest and the most heartfelt speech on how much she loves me. How my eyes nearly popped out when she showed me the most beautiful necklace I have ever seen. How flustered and annoyed I was when she teased me at the sea. How she gave me electricity throughout every fiber of my body when she kissed me under the water.

I looked down only to see I was playing with the necklace that had never left my neck since she put it on me. I studied the heart-shaped charm, knowing that it might look like a heart, but in fact it would only be completed and full when it merges with her's. I flipped to the back and trailed my fingers on the small carved word "Jerrie", my lips curved up remembering once our charms go together it would become...

Then it hits me. How could I ever be sceptical of her love? She has done so many things to show how much she loves me. She whispers sweet words to my ears and kisses me everyday to make sure I know how much I meant to her. She calms me and reassures me when I am insecure and having doubts. She stays with me and comforts me when I am at my down. And she told me she wants to marry me one day and spend the rest of her life with me. The necklace might symbolize her never-ending love to me, but it's her action that proves to me she wants us to be forever.

Yes. I still remember the news and the picture. Yes. it still hurts so bad when I recall it. Yes. My heart would be smashed into million pieces if she tells me it's true. Yes. The thought of losing her is still and always be my biggest fear. However, I knew I could never deny and wipe off what we have and everything she does for me, especially not after her staying by my side the whole time when I lost my aunt. I believe she loves me and I still do.

Then I gasped when a heavy wave of guilt hits me. Why didn't I call her the moment I saw the news? I should have let her tell me what really happened before letting it messed with my head. Why didn't I? Because I am a coward and the fear and the heartbreak that moment I saw the picture took out all my normal sense, I lost my ability to think logically and properly. It just like what happened after the incident at Hardrock cafe...I let my insecurity and timidness dominated my thinking and action. So.Stupid.

So I ran again. But this time, I ran back to my love. I ran back to my home. I don't care if my feet are going to break, I have to see her. I am not running from my problem anymore.

I didn't know how long I had been running for but I took a pause when I sensed a car driving slowly besides me. I turned my head and saw a familiar car, the window scrolled down revealing my two best friends.

"Finally we find you! Get in the car Jade!"

"Listen Jade. We were there too and I swear to god Perrie didn't cheat on you!"

It didn't take any more persuasion as I immediately got in the back of the car.

Perrie's POV

My fingers pressed on the last key as the song finished. I didn't think I could finish writing a song within such a short period of time, especially when I hadn't played piano for a long time, but I guessed when you have millions words in your head that you wanna say to someone, it was not hard to do so. I just hope she gave me the chance to sing it to her and everything would be fine again.