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As the days went on Lauren and I drifted apart, she hadn't bothered to speak to me and I'm not going to lie it hurt inside. I was walking down the corridor after our 3rd live final show, everyone usually gathered into auditorium to celebrate afterwards or just to chill and have a few drinks. I decided to go to this one on Simons request, he thought I was spiraling down a rabbit hole again. I had since met various other artists but it was more they knew to keep it a secret for now. Sitting in the auditorium in one of the chairs i looked around, there was the most beautiful green eyed girl in her breath taking dress, stood intimately with a guy, flirting and laughing. My heart dropped. I watched them for a few minutes until I saw him lean in to try and kiss her. Our eyes locked, I stood up straight away to go and leave not wanting to see anymore, I turned my back on them. I made my way to the exit down the long and narrow corridor. "Camila wait". Lauren shouted after me, I tried to hold back any tears, no one had ever affected me like this before. I carried on walking, till I found a hand touch my shoulder, freezing me and spinning me around.
"It wasn't what it looked like" she tried to save herself.
"Sure it wasn't" maybe I was being a bit childish but I was hurt.
"Please just listen to me?".
"You have one minute". I bluntly said.
"He's a friend of a friend who just started a conversation with me and went too far, if you had of stayed you would have saw I pushed him off me, I'm not remotely interested in him".
She stuttered along all of that trying to think of the right words to say. I couldn't be mad at her long.
"Why Lauren?"
She tilted her head and frowned.
"Why what?"
My poker face was crumbling.
"Why haven't you bothered with me since we have been back?".
Lauren saw the hurt in my face and moved forward slowly trying to check in my expressions if it was okay.
"Oh honey, I didn't mean too, I thought that you wanted space and didn't like me that much, so I didn't suffocate you".
She wrapped her arms around me pulling me into her embrace. I breathed a sigh of relief, taking in her wonderful scent that I have craved for too long.
"Please don't stay away" I breathed line it was my last breath loud enough for her too hear.
"Look at me" she tilted my head up to look me in the eye before speaking again. "I won't stay away now I know, besides I would love to take you on another date if that's okay with you?"
My heart was racing. "Yes I would love too" I had the widest grin on my face. We both just starred at each other, almost not believing how beautiful the other was. She brought her hands up to my face and cupped them either side, before leaning in. She was going to kiss me, my heart was dancing in ways i'd never felt before. I could feel her warm breath getting closer. Our lips touched and everything in that moment felt right. I held onto her waist so tightly, never wanting to let go, we kissed for a few moments longer before separating and looking at each other. She stroked my face longingly, before breaking the silence. "Please don't go, I want to spend more time with you".
I pecked her lips once more not believing that I was allowed to do that.
"Okay".
She grabbed my hand and we walked together back to the main room. We let go when we walked in, I missed the contact immediately, but it was safer than being asked questions. Especially when I'm nobody and she's a massive world pop star. I kept feeling our arms brush together and everything it warned me inside. Simon and a few others came over and started chatting to us, Lauren stayed next to me the whole time I was pleasantly surprised. I was just looking at her whilst she was talking, finding her so fascinating, until it was too late, she wasn't even talking anymore and I was still starring, she looked at me out of the corner of her eye before nudging me and giggling. I looked around hoping no one noticed but as usual Simon had. I glared at him. We walked over the bar together, taking ages to get there as everyone kept stopping Lauren, I wasn't use to this and they all seemed to want a piece of her, it was very overwhelming. She must have noticed because once we got to the bar she asked if I was okay and started soothingly running my hand to comfort me. "It's just very overwhelming". "We can go soon if you want too, everyone's going back to Simons house to get away from it all".
I couldn't believe she invited me and considered that we weren't separating tonight, it gave me butterflies.
"You want me to come with you?" I said shocked.
"Yes of course silly, I don't plan on letting you go tonight". We both gave each other a loving smile, so much depth and emotion there.We had our drinks and made our way to a taxi that we were sharing with Simon and a few others. I cuddled up to Lauren in the taxi, there was so much tension there, I felt her hand creeping over my way and into my lap, we interlocked hands without looking each other, the heat rising to my cheeks. I tested my head on her shoulder for a little while, resting my eyes, I felt her kiss my head softly.
I felt her breath on my ears "your so beautiful" I lifted my eyes up to hers I nestled into her neck. " and you are....
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