i ran out of toothpaste today and i know it's silly but i thought of you because you always reminded me to buy more and you always made things easier. i'm just trying to take care of myself without you.
i'm just trying to breathe without you.
but it's gotten harder since i remember the way you said "i love you" and nobody holds me like you did.
and my mom says that if it's meant to be it will be but you don't see it the way i do and i wish i never met you so i could forget how you slept next to me so i wouldn't need a random stranger in your spot.
what i'm trying to say is i ran out of toothpaste and it's been months since i've heard your voice but i can still hear the way you said my name when i think of you.
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PoetryThere is mention of depression, suicide and self harm in certain chapters in this book; if that bothers you in any way, please don't read. if you choose to, however, be warned. ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~
