lately
i haven't been
feeling well
and i'm sorry if
i don't smile as much.
i'm sorry
if my words hurt a bit more.
i'm sorry
if you don't like how i do things
and
i'm sorry
if instead of hurting myself
the way i used to,
i am hurting you instead.
it's hard to scream
without my voice.
now i can't cry for help.
now i have to wait.
for someone to see me trying.
i'm sorry.
YOU ARE READING
forget.
PoetryThere is mention of depression, suicide and self harm in certain chapters in this book; if that bothers you in any way, please don't read. if you choose to, however, be warned. ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~