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forget.

Poetry

There is mention of depression, suicide and self harm in certain chapters in this book; if that bothers you in any way, please don't read. if you choose to, however, be warned. ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~

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by tamxmyy

by tamxmyy

                                    
                                              don't worry, he'll miss you.
you're the best he could get and he blew it. 
don't let him make you think for one second that it was your fault. 
it's not. 
he screwed up, 
and you did absolutely nothing wrong. 
you gave him your heart and
you trusted him to keep it
and protect it, 
but he couldn't. 
and honestly, 
he's not mature enough. 
he's not smart enough.
if he was smart, he would have cared 
for you
with every fiber of his being
and been with you in every
spare second he could. 
but he didn't, 
and now he's gone.
but you don't cry. 
don't call him
don't text him
don't talk to him in the hallways.
just pretend you don't care. 
and don't be surprised 
when he comes crawling back 
saying he made a 
mistake.
and if you want to go, 
go with him again. 
but make him work for you. 
don't be his doormat.
don't let him in 
the first time the he 
rings the bell.
make him come back everyday 
until you trust him enough.
if he doesn't come back 
after a couple of tries,
let him go.
but if he comes back every day,
then he's worth it.
trust me,
he's worth it.