The sun was shining through the windows, waking me way before I wanted. Ethan feels me shifting and pulls me in closer, tightening a grip on me. I love how cuddly he is. I kiss his nose quickly, and slip out of his arms to go make us breakfast. I stubble, sleepily into the kitchen to see Grayson sitting at the table eating a bowl of cereal. My breath hitches at the sight of him, I don't even know what I'm going to say.
"Morning" he says first not making eye contact with me. "Morning Gray" I whisper and grab a bowl from the cabinet. I feel his eyes on me so I turn around to face him. His eyes are tracing over my whole body, but not in a sexual way. He's trying to read the situation. He sees that I'm wearing Ethan's shirt and scoffs a little. "I knew it" he shakes his head and goes back to eating his cereal. I sit down next to him, because I know I owe him an explanation. Before I can get any words out he locks his eyes to mine, with a facial expression I've never seen on him. He was serious, there was hardly any emotion across his face. "Is Ethan just fucking you or does he-" I stop him and look down at my hands in my lap "it's not like that" I shake my head. "Good because if he hurts you I'll kill him" he replies turning back to his food. I smile at his reaction. I was expecting him to be upset and yell or something. I reach over putting my hand on his arm "so you aren't mad?" I ask a little confused. He shrugs his shoulders and turns to me once again. He places a hand on my cheek and I lean into it "Ethan can treat you better than I can, I'm not a relationship guy. I know he loves you, he always has. He just didn't know it" I feel a sense of relief lift off my shoulders and wrap my arms around his neck, hugging him tight. "I don't deserve either of you" I whisper against his skin. "You're right you don't" he chuckles and squeezes me tighter.
Grayson left a few minutes ago so I decide to cook pancakes for me and Ethan. I plug my phone into the aux and turn it up, hoping that it will wake him up soon. It's almost 11, and he's still sound asleep. I can hear him snoring from the kitchen.
I'm not a very good dancer or singer, but that has never stopped me. I'm singing into the spatula and making a way bigger mess than I intended to. I twirl around on my heels and turn bright red when I see Ethan leaning against his bedroom door smiling at me. I place my head in my hands to hide my embarrassment. "Don't stop I like it" I says walking toward me and pulling my hands away from my face. I wrap my arms around him and hug him tight. "Good morning" I say laughing a little into his warm shirtless chest. I don't even know what we are, but I don't really care. I just know that I'm happy with this, and I don't want anything else.
I pull away and start to flip the pancakes and sausage. I feel his arms wrap around me, he places his chin in the crook of my neck watching me. I feel his plump lips glide across my skin "I think I love you too Morgan Nelson" he whispers and spins me around kissing my lips.
Authors note: well this is the end of Sexually Frustrated. I'm actually a little sad that it's over, but I'm so happy with this book. When I originally started, this was supposed to just be a Grayson book, because I am a gray girl. But I felt like hers and Ethan's friendship was too sweet to ignore! I hope you all enjoyed!!
