I woke up the next morning on the couch. Ethan's head was on my stomach and Grayson was asleep on the floor. I tried to get up slowly, but Ethan pulled me back in and held me tight. He's always like this in the mornings. This boy loves to cuddle.
I knew he did it in his sleep so I quickly got up and slid a pillow under his head. He let out a sleepy groan and turned over. I smiled at his cuteness, then made my way to the bathroom to brush my teeth.
I brushed through my hair and washed my face. I was just looking at myself in the mirror. "What the fuck happened last night... or almost happened" I whisper and shake my head. A part of me was happy Ethan came home when he did. I know I would've let Grayson have his way with me if he didn't. I'd only let one other person have all of me, and I regretted it. I didn't want that to happen again.
I'm still looking at myself when I here a voice behind me. "You're beautiful" I look past myself in the mirror to see a shirtless Grayson leaning against the door frame. He brings himself behind me and moves my hair to the side. He leans down and gently kisses my neck. I let out a small moan while my head falls back on his chest. Shit.
"Grays-" I try to stop him but words aren't coming out. I finally get the strength I need to pull away, and turn around to face him while putting a hand on his chest, lightly pushing him away. "Sorry" he confesses "I just wish Ethan didn't come home last night" I'm trying to not make eye contact with him, knowing that if I do I would jump his bones. "It's okay" I say while looking at the floor. He places a finger under my chin forcing me to look him in the eyes. I know he can tell my mind is racing.
"So did you think about that party tonight?" He changes the subject and I couldn't be more relieved. "I don't know I-" he cuts me off "just go Morgan, let loose it will be fun" he says with a smirk. I nod my head to let him know I've given in.
"Great, want me to pick you up around 9?" He locks eyes with me waiting for my response. There was no way I'm putting myself in another situation again, because I know I won't find the strength to stop him if he tries something.
"I'll just see you there, I told my friend Kayla that if I decided to go we could ride together" I lie hoping that Kayla doesn't end up having plans tonight. He gives me a slightly disappointed look but then brings a smile to his lips "alright see you tonight then" he says while licking his lips and walking out of the bathroom.
I let out a deep breath, realizing I was basically holding it the whole time. I grab my things and head to my car. Before I drive home I send Kayla a text.
Morgan: Hope you're not busy tonight because we are going to a party bitch 🍾
