Ethan and I are both pretty silent the whole drive home. I'm not really drunk anymore and I feel like shit. I squeeze my eyes shut and lean my head against the window. "Maybe drinking isn't really for you" Ethan chuckles while lightly scratching my back. I just smile a little and nod my head, I keep my eyes closed until we get to his apartment.
We walk into his room and both of us collapse on the bed. He places his hands behind his head and lets out a drawn out sigh. I'm lying on my side, with my hand holding my head up starring at his black eye. It was swollen and looked really painful. "Stop looking at it I'm fine" he says while still looking at the ceiling.
"Thank you for saving me" I smile, still admiring him. How does he still look so beautiful when his face is black and blue? He turns himself to face me, and places his hand on my hip. I wince a little at his grip on my sore body. He pulls my dress up, exposing the bruise that formed from the fall. He rubs it gently, and I can tell his regretful mind is racing. I place my hand over his "it's okay. It was an accident" I try to comfort him. He leans down and places soft kisses on my bruise "I never want to hurt you again" he forces out, still kissing it. I turn to lay on my back, and pull him on top of me. I run my fingers through his dark messy hair, then down his face and across his jaw line. I'm taking in every perfect detail. I lift myself and kiss his black eye. He flinches a little but then relaxes. "I'm sorry I made out with Emily, i was angry because I saw you and Grayson. It just reminded me that I'm not the only one that touches you." He breaks the silence. Im guessing Emily is her same. I give him a small smile "I'm sorry I let Grayson think I was still into him" I reply. His facial expression changes and I can tell he is thinking. He rests his chin between my breasts, and looks up at me smirking. "So you aren't confused anymore?" He asks and sucks lightly on my breast. A moan escapes my mouth and shivers go down my spine. "I'm pretty sure I know what I want" he pulls himself up, hovering his lips over mine. "I knew you'd choose me" he whispers and presses his lips to mine.
This kiss was something I've never felt before. It was like I was kissing the person I was supposed to be. This whole time Ethan was right in front of me, and I didn't even see it. I think I could love this boy.
Ethan slowly takes off my dress, pulling off his shirt and putting it over my head. He pulls me into his chest and I lay there listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. He smells so good, I've always found his smell comforting even when we were just friends. I press my body to his as close as I possibly can and bury my face into his neck. "Thanks for our Friday nights" He whispers and then drifts to sleep. I close my eyes, smiling "I think I love you Ethan Dolan" I mumble under my breath, knowing he is already sleeping.
