It was now morning, Ethan left around 5 am to go home and get ready for school. I'm just lying in bed hoping that everything was a dream. There's no way I can go to school today, so I turn over and fall back asleep.
Ethan: where are you??
Ethan: please tell me you're okay
Ethan: Morgan? Please
I wake up to my phone blowing up with text messages. It's Ethan.
Morgan: I'm okay, I'm just not feeling very well and decided to stay home
There's no way I could face him. I've never been more confused in my life. Do I have feelings for Ethan? In the middle of my mind racing I get another text. This one was from Grayson.
Grayson: I saw you weren't at school today, want me to ditch and come over?
Maybe this is exactly what I need. Fuck it.
Morgan: I'd like that
I reply and then get up and jump in the shower.
I've just been standing in the shower for about 20 minutes now. The warm water is falling over my body while I listen to it perish into the drain. I'm not even thinking. I'm just here. I snap out of my daze when I hear a knock on the bathroom door.
"Morgan? I knocked a few times, the door was unlocked so I let myself in" I here Grayson's deep voice over the falling water. How is it that I want him so badly but let last night happen? "I'll be out in a minute, you can wait in my room" I tell him and quickly start to wash my hair. I wrap a towel around my body, take a deep breath, and head to my room.
I smile when I see that Grayson is cuddled up in my bed leaving room for me next to him. "What are you smiling at?" He asks, calling me out "nothing I just missed you I guess" I shrug my shoulders. he opens his arms inviting me in for a hug. I walk over and let myself fall into his strong arms. I'm laying on top of him with my face buried in his neck. I needed this. Yes there's a lot of sexual tension and lust between us, but there's also a friendship. I let out a sigh of relief and he squeezes me tighter. "So do you want to tell me why you skipped school today?" He asks, lifting my chin to look at him and raising an eyebrow. I prop my chin on his chest and stare into his hazel eyes. He has no idea what I'm thinking. He has no idea how confused I am. Well I can't tell him why can I? Actually I didn't go to school today because I came dangerously close to fucking your brother in this exact bed last night. I don't even want to imagine his reaction. "I was hoping you'd come over and keep me company actually" I lie and lift myself to meet my lips with his. I kiss him slowly at first and then press harder. I did this to detract him from trying to get the real reason out of me. It worked. He wrapped his firm grip around the back of my neck and jerked me in. Our lips were gliding perfectly together and I've definitely missed this. Him and Ethan may be twins but they kiss so different. Am I really comparing right now? I take myself off of him and move to his side.
"You're still in your towel" he chuckles, giving me a crooked smirk. I stand up to get dressed, but he pulls me back in with a tight grip. He slowly takes off his shirt and unwraps my towel, lifting my arms over my head. He runs his warm hands down my body, following them with his eyes. He slides his t-shirt over my head, then pulls me close positioning our bodies to spooning. I blush at his sweet gesture, pulling his hand to my lips, kissing his knuckles lightly. "I love the way you look in my t-shirt" he whispers and kisses the back of my neck. We both close our eyes and fall asleep listening to each other's breathing.
