We arrive back to his apartment and I have a weird feeling in my stomach. I've never been here on any other night besides Friday. Every time I was here it was so innocent. I would come to watch movies and laugh with my best friend. That is definitely not why I was here tonight.
He could tell I was nervous so he leans over and kisses my cheek "we can just go to bed ya know, nothing has to happen" thats exactly what I needed to hear to calm myself down. I know that's not what he wants, but it meant a lot that he would even suggest it. I pull him closer to me by his shirt and kiss him slowly. I bite his bottom lip and look him in the eye, "I want you Gray" I whisper while smirking at him.
At this point I'm 100% sober, and sober me wants him just as bad as tipsy me.
We practically run inside and into his room. "Do you want a tshirt?" He says while heading toward his closet. I nod my head and he tosses one to me. I raise my eyebrows at him, implying that he needs to turn around while I change. He does, and I turn my back as well. I take off my shirt and the necklace I'm wearing gets stuck on the hook of my bralette. I sigh annoyingly while tugging at it. I feel Grayson's shirtless chest press against my back as he lowers my hand away from the tangled necklace. "Let me help you" he whispers in my ear.
I let him untangle the necklace. He undoes the clasp and hands it to me over my shoulders. "Thanks" I say through my heavy breathing. He places his hands on my shoulders and bites my neck gently. I throw my head back and lean against him. He slides my bra strap down my arm, and kisses my shoulder.
This is really happening. I've only slept with one person, and it's my biggest regret. But for some reason, in this moment I don't care.
I turn around to face him, and his eyes are dark. I reach up, putting my arms around his neck. "Jump" he demands. I obey and let my feet off the ground. He catches me and carries me to his bed. He slams me down onto the mattress and hovers over me in between my legs. I grab him by the neck and pull him in, wrapping my legs around his waist.
"No interruptions this time" he says and I feel his smile against my neck. My back arches at the feeling of his breath against my neck. .he knows he found my sweet spot. He gently bites my neck and then sucks. I can already tell thats going to leave a mark. His hand travels down my stomach and onto the zipper of my skirt. He unzips it and traces the outline of my thong with his finger. "Shit" I moan. He slowly slides his hand down my underwear, lightly tracing my slit. "Grayson" I whisper while arching my back. He's kissing down my stomach and i'm starting to squirm. "Say my name again" he commands between breathes and slides a finger inside of me. "Grays-" I can't even get anything out.
He unbuttons his jeans and I help him pull them off. He crawls back on top of me and smashes his lips onto mine. I pull his Calvin Kevin's down with my foot and then wrap my legs around him again. "Stop teasing me" I whisper and bite his ear lobe. "Not until you say my name baby" he says in his husky voice and then quickly pulls my underwear down and glides his tongue through my slit. "GRAYSON" I scream while clinching the bed sheets. He then shoves himself into me and pumps in and out. Both of our breathing becomes unsteady and I can feel myself about to release. I wrap my legs around him one more time, dig my nails into his back, making him go deeper. We both let out our final moans and he collapses next to me.
"I Don't know how Ethan sleeps with you once a week, and has never tried anything" he says a few minutes later, breaking the silence. "How do you know he hasn't?" I joke lifting my eyebrows up and back down again. "Stop don't even play" I could tell he didn't like the joke. "Calm down Gray I'm joking" I say to ease his mind and kiss him softly on the lips. He pulls me underneath his arm and I rest my head on his chest. I fall asleep to him running his fingers through my hair.
