It was and still is extremely hard to get through the day. When Alan left a part of my heart left with him. It will always be hard. But I know he's still there. Just like he promised. Alan was a man of his word, and if he said he was going to watch over us he meant it. I dream about him every night and I know he's comforting me that way. That's a way that I can still see him looking back at me, his smile, hear him laugh, and him talk to me. I just wish it was still reality. But I know he's there with me; I just can't see him in the flesh. He's probably gonna read this whole story later. Alan was an extremely talented individual. An extraordinary actor, awesome father/grandfather and a perfect husband. He will never be replaced. There is no remarriage happening ever. He is the only one I give my full heart and soul to. No one can duplicate him he's a true loving legened. Like everyone from Harry Potter says wands up for Alan. Rest in peace honey. I love you your kids love you and your fans love you. I'll see you soon.
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Alan & I(Alan Rickman Fan Fiction)
FanfictionIt was a dark night. Way back in the late 70's, she had been in an abusive relationship and was trying to find a way out. Very previous. This girl had ended it but the abuser was still lurking. With Alan around she was sure that she was protected. S...
