TOY SOLDIERS

Thinking About Me

Dru

The next day I was sitting in the spare room with the door locked kicked back watching soul food when I heard a knock on the door. I paused the movie and stepped to the door with it still locked.... "What Snake"? I said rudely not wanting to hear no excuses.
"Can you come out and talk to me"? Snake spoke thru the door. He had been trying all night to getin the room and it was starting to get on my nerves. You didn't want me before now all of a sudden you wanna step up and act like you care.
"I don't wanna talk to you Snake and you know that" Dru said as she walked closer to the door and folded her arms across her chest. He was lucky that she hadn't put him out yet, but that was only because they both put so much into this house together. My mind was so clouded and all she wanted to do was be left alone so she could think of her next move.
"Please Dru you know I'm sorry baby and I'll do anything to show you that... babe i know I've been slipping but i can get back to how i use to be becuase i love you" Snake said sounding so pathetic. I rolled my eyes in the back of my head at the sound of his weak voice.
"That person who use to love me should have never left. I trusted you and you fucked that up".
"And you think i wanna lose you because i made a dumb ass mistake... Dru come on be real you know how i feel about you... we been at this for too long to just give up" he coutinued to beg outside the door. I was taking in everything he was saying, but it wasn't gonna be easy to forgive him.
"I don't know what you want me to say Snake you really fucked my head up with this one" I told him.
He sighed "Dru your my heart and I know I fucked up but I need you to forgive me we been on this ride for a while now and I don't want you to give up on me cause of a mistake I made" Snake begged thru the door.
I placed my back against the door and listened to him pour his heart out... "I love you Dru" he said sounding as if he was crying.
I took one deep breath "And this time I love me more" I said before walking away from the door, continuing what I was doing before he interrupted me.

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A few days later:

Dru

I had basically stayed to myself for days and became tired of staying cooped up in this room to avoid Snake. I had so many missed calls and texts from Zy, Tate, Ashya and Briana I simple texted them back and told them I needed some time was going through some shit and wanted to be alone so they knew to respect my privacy.
Zy texted me and told me if I felt like it to come over his crib for his Superbowl party so I decided I'd go so he send me the address,
I showered and got dressed in a tight pair of demin skinny ripped jeans,a tight fitting button up that showed off a little cleavage and a pair of sandals. I added my jewelry and pulled my long hair up in a high bun with my baby hair laid.
The minute I stepped out the room I felt like a new woman, Snake must have heard me come out cause I swear he came out of nowhere.

"Dru can we please talk" he asked as he leaned up against the wall shirtless.
I closed the door behind me then faced him with a mean mug "About what Snake"?
"Us... Look I'm sorry and I'll tell you for the rest of our lives but I don't wanna lose you baby. I never meant to hurt you" he said in a low voice as he started walking towards me.
I stared right at him with a straight face "Don't get it twisted I'm not hurt because of what you did to me I'm hurt because I trust you".
"Can we please talk about this Dru"? He asked begging again. Even if it was meant for me to talk to him, I shook my head no, "I don't have time maybe later" I said before walking pass him just like he was a nobody and headed for the front door.
He grabbed my arm and the minute i turned towards him with that cold stare he released me "I told you before to not touch me".
"Dru let's just start over... can we just start over again"? he begged as he followed me to the door.
"You haven't realized that their is not to start over... you lost that the moment you brought a bitch to my house... just be lucky your still alive" I said.
"Where you going so important that you can't talk to me" he asked sounding as if he was ready to cry.
I faced him halfway with a smirk on my face "Come Snake you know better than that".
"Please Dru just talk to me baby"Snake said but I kept walking ignoring him talking.
"No" I said opening the front door.
He stood there and shook his head "Why you doing this to us"? Taking back by the question she had to smile "No you should be asking yourself that question" I said walking out slamming the door behind her.
I left and headed to Zymar's place. I pulled up to a Zy's condo and saw everybody's car here. I chuckled at the fact this boy really put in work I needed to keep him on my team.

I got out and rung his door bell and patiently waited for him to come to the door....

Just then the door opened.....