TOY SOLDIERS

I Deserve Better

Dru'ona

The liquor courage was sneaking up on me talking and my body was definitely in need so I planned for me and Snake to have a Romantic night. I stepped out the shower, lotioned down my body and put on a black lingerie two piece and some black stiletto heels. I had already lit candles all over the room so he knew I was in the mode for some foreplay plus more. I opened the bathroom door to see him tucked in the bed sleep, I frowned my face in confusion while walking over to him and climbed in the bed behind him. I shook him lightly and whispered in his ear.

"Snake wake up" I said in a sexual voice. He didn't budge at all. I shook him again...This time he groan and lightly pushed me off him...
I lowered my eyes... "Snake get up" I said getting frustrated.
He sat up and wiped his sleepy eyes before looking over at me "Wassup babe"?
"Get up I want us to have some time together" I said with a smile. He shook his head and sighed "Dru I'm too fucked up and all i wanna do is sleep this shit off".
I raised my eyebrow "You serious right now"?
"Dru just give me a few hours" He begged as he laid his head back down on the pillow.
"Wassup with you lately you don't wanna have sex plus you been bugging wassup"? I was curious as shit.
"Maybe if you focus on ya man and not some stray ass nigga you would be good" he said smartly to the point she was taken back by what he said.
"First off who the fuck is you talking nigga I do pay you attention all the time, ya ass be acting stupid like you got a problem with what we do"I snapped.
"All my saying is Dru how you let him come in the picture and take over just that quick" Snake said as he sat back up.
"Zy does what he does in this crew you should do you part and worry about ya self". "Worry about myself "? Snake said harsh as he popped up.
"Yes nigga worry about yourself " Dru raised her voice as she stood up to her feet and walked around to the other side of the bed.
"Babe all i'm saying is I'm ya man not him".
"Act like it nigga is all i'm saying" Dru said. I instantly caught a attitude as I got up out the bed and grabbed my robe. I put in my robe leaving it open, showing off my lingerie and stormed out the room slamming the door behind me. Snake was starting to turn me off completely, I felt like i was wasting my time dealing with this nigga when I could have been better off. It wasn't just because of Zy being around, but it also put the icing on the cake.
I was still up late, I stepped downstairs into my living room as a dim light from outside glowed inside. I stood there with my back leaned against the wall thinking about Zymar hard as hell. No matter what I was doing he was on my mind,i couldn't keep thinking about him when I was already in a bad relationship. But his words kept replaying in my head about Snake... he don't value what y'all have... and if you were mine... He has my mind gone. I took in a deep breath remembering the touch of Zymar's soft hands and his scent, I gotta get this boy outta my head although he was right .... I did Deserve Better.

Zy

I laid in my bed literally tossing and turning to the point I was becoming aggravated. I couldn't get Dru's beautiful face and personality out my head, for the little time that I known her she was doing something to me. I had never really been serious with a girl or even wanted to be all I cared about was getting money. I doubt with a lot of different females but none like Dru smart, on their shit and had plans for life she was truly a boss in my eyes and I liked that. I smiled at the site of her face in my head as my mind drifted on our conversations at the beach, then i came to the conclusion that she was the one one for me. I could make her the happiest woman in the world, only if she let me. That nigga didn't deserve her plus he wasn't loyal and I could tell, but I was gonna play my cards right and sit back and wait. His true idenity would eventually come to the light and I was gonna be there front and center when it did.