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This is probably the longest chapter we've ever written.
Chapter 20
Toni POV
I've never been this nervous to meet Justin. Never. Not even when we had our first date.
After Jazz and Elin fixed me I felt really confident. But right now, when I was on my way to meet him, that feeling got away. He asked me to meet him at his place and in 10 minutes I got there.
I got out of my car and rang his bell. As he opened his door I immediately felt this weird feeling in stomach. I've missed him so much.
"Hi!" He said shyly and I smiled at him. "Come in." I stepped in his house and you could say that it was really awkward. "Do you want to drink something? Do you need anything?" He asked me. "No I am fine." I I replied bluntly. "Oh okay." I was about to open my mouth to say something, but he beat me. "I have a surprise for you." He said happily and I felt my anger boil. "Oh really? Another one? Because last time I did not really enjoy your surprise." I said, maybe a little harsh but he deserved it. "Listen, Toni, I am really so-" I really don't want to hear his sorry. "Yeah save the 'sorry', tell me why did you do it?" I demanded. "Do you still trust me?" He ignored my question by asking another one. "I don't know, Justin, after everything we had..." I trailed off. "Please, can you trust me for this one time? Please, I am begging you?" His eyes were shining, and you need to know I can't handle to see a boy cry. Especially not him. "Let's go then." He leaded me out and we went to his car. The ride was really intense, at least for me. I was over thinking every damn thing. Where was he taking us and why did he even try to make it up after all?
We arrived at a lake and he rushed out of the car to open my door for me. When I got out I saw a pier with little lights and candles everywhere. On the end of the pier there was a beautiful yacht with a table full of food and candles on it. "What the hell? Why did you do th-" He cut me off, again, but I did not mind.
"I hope you like the candles and the food and I know I could never make up to you for my mistakes, but I will try. Every day." Wow...I have missed this boy, I really did. We had a long history together that I could not easily forget. "
And I understand if you don't want me back as your boyfriend but you need to know that I love you and I always will, Toni. I don't know why I did it because, really, you are the best girlfriend a boy could imagine. That night I was so drunk, I didn't even remember my own name and when I woke up, at morning, I couldn't remember a thing, so when I called you and realized you blocked my number, I knew I had done something, so I went to see your sister and after she told me what I had done, I-I can't even explain what went through me at that moment. I love you so, so much and if I could go back in time I would! I don't expect you to forgive me but all I'm asking is a second chance. A chance to let you see how much I regret what I've done and how much I love you. " He continued and with those words I crashed my lips against his.
Elin POV
"Eliiiiinnnnn?" I was about to drink a soda when I heard her voice call my name. "WHUT?" I screamed back. "Come heeere." When I entered the living room she was sitting on the couch and patting it. Oh no, this was not looking good.
"If we are having a heart-to-heart I rather stay in the kitchen and eat chocolate. And you know I don't eat that." I stated.
"Yeah what's up with that? Like, girl, you are missing on so much!" She laughed. I just don't like chocolate, what's wrong with that? "Yeah, yeah, I get that a lot." I waved it away.
"No in all seriousness, come over here." Urg. I hate it when she does this to me. If she now starts about me and Dylan I am going to scream. She knows I hate to talk about my feelings.
"Sooo, what's up with Dylan?" She asked "No." I said with a straight face. "What no? I just asked how everything is going." She smirked. "Cut the shit, I know you want to talk about my feelings towards him, but you know I hate that." I covered my face with my hands.
"Eventually, Elin, you have to face it." She took my hands away from my face and looked me in the eyes. "I can see you really like him and that this is different that all the other thousand flirts you had before." Oh girl.
"And I can see in his eyes that he feels the same about you. You may not notice but every time he talks to you or talks about you his eyes light up like a little fire. Every time it's like he sees you again for the first time in LA." Oh god, here we go.
"I don't know, I really like Dylan." Can't believe she is actually making me say those things. "And it is the first time I have this feeling." I paused. "The feeling that I am falling for him, big time."
