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Chapter 18
"No I'm not wearing a dress nor a skirt!" I argued. This was going to be a long day, I could already feel it. I absolutely had no idea why I agreed to go to the X-factor, but I did and there was no going back now. "Come on Jazz please?" Toni pleaded but I just shook my head. "I said no. I'm just going to wear a jeans and a sweater. You guys already made me go, now the least you can do is let me choose my own clothes right?" The both sighed and I couldn't contain a giggle. "Whatever. But I have to go guys." Elin mumbled while me and Toni smirked. "Dylan?" Toni teased and Elin's cheeks heated up. "Maybe!" She screamed and quickly left. Typical Elin... when it comes to her relationship with Dylan, she's just so shy! I wonder if I was like that with George...
"Jazz are you even listening?" Toni asked and I looked at her. "Err... Not really?" I replied but it came out more like a question. "Okay what's up? I know you only zone out when something's wrong and it feels like we haven't had a heart-to-heart in forever so spill!" I giggled but decided it would be good to let it all out. "I'm just nervous, I guess. I don't know why though. It's just... I'm scared. I'm scared that he doesn’t' want me anymore and that he just wanted me to come to the x-factor to dump me. I mean if he still wanted me he would have called wouldn't he?" She looked at me sympathetically. "I know where you're coming from but seriously you have nothing to worry about. I know he still loves you and I know he wanted you to come to the X-factor so he could apologize properly. Don't ask me how I know it, I just do. The love that you two had was so strong, believe me, which is special because you haven't met that long ago. But heck what you guys have is even stronger than what me and Justin have, or had. I don't really know why I compared our love lives because obviously Justin didn't love me as much as I loved him but I do know that George loves you as much as you love him." She said and I actually felt a lot better.
"That reminds me, have you talked to Justin yet?" I asked but I was kind of afraid of the answer. I mean it was a touchy subject. "Err I blocked his number and he's been bothering my sister all summer, but I haven't bothered to talk to him yet. Why?" She seemed confused. "Well maybe you should talk to him? You just gave me a whole lecture about the love George and I have, but honey what you and Justin had was something fairitalish and yeah he made a mistake, a big one may I add, but doesn’t everyone? I don't say you should forgive and forget but I do say that you should unblock his number and while I'm getting ready you should call him." She bit her lip and rolled her eyes but eventually sighed. "Fine!" And she grabbed her phone and went downstairs. Well... that was easy.
In the meantime I got dressed and did my make-up and waited until Toni was of the phone and Elin came back from Dylan. After 5 minutes of doing absolutely nothing I decided to preoccupy myself by painting my nails. Another 20 minutes later, Toni was finally of the phone and all dressed up. Elin was already here so we could finally leave.
We arrived at the arena and told the security guard our names. He didn't even have to check our names on the list, he just let us in, which made me wonder how much George probably bothered this guys. The thought of it made me chuckle. We got to our seat and waited for it to begin. My favorites this year would probably be James Arthur, Ella Henderson and of course... Union J.
The show started and I had an amazing time, I mean how couldn't you? Soon enough it was Union J's turn and my hart started to pound against my chest. Jaymi started to sing and I immediately recognized the song. Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis. They continued to sing and the song changed to broken strings. I don't know if it was coincidence that those were two of my favorite songs or not, but it still made me very happy. After their performance, there were a few other artists who had to sing but I wasn't really listening anymore. My mind kept wandering off to the curly haired boy who did amazing, may I add.
backstage, George came straight to us and gave us all a hug, but it was rather awkward. Alright we seriously need to sort this out. He introduced us to Josh, JJ and Jaymi and they all seem nice lads. They were all planning on going to a club but I'd rather stay here and talk with George. "So are you guys coming?" Elin asked and I looked at George. "Er no you guys can go but Jazz and I have something to discuss." He always knew what I was thinking. They all shrugged and we went to the exit, where we separated our ways. Me and George went in a car while Toni, Elin, JJ, Josh and Jaymi went in another one. The drive to his hotel was silent and not like those comfortable silences we used to have, no this one was awkward. I was starting to feel uncomfortable when my phone buzzed.
Please sort things out! We are so done with seeing you all sad! And the guys are also done with seeing George like that so please don't be too hard on him okay? Love you!
It was Toni. I chuckled before responding.
I'll try ;) But anyway that reminds me... I still don't know how your talk was with Justin! I think you, me and Elin need a girls night tomorrow! No excuses.
I quickly pressed send and looked up to see that we came to a stop. "Where here." George mumbled and I got out of the car. I followed George into the hotel and he glanced and shoot me a shy smile before turning to the stairs. I mentally awwed at the fact that he remembered how afraid I was in a lift. He stopped at room number 204 and opened the door.
It was again silent for a moment until George decided to break it. Thank god! "I-i don't know what to say..." He stuttered. Is he kidding? I definitely hope so? "Well maybe you could start with explaining why the fuck you didn't call me and when I called you, you didn't even bother to pick up or call back?!" I raised my voice and guilt flashed in his eyes. "I'm sorry okay? I'm so fucking sorry! I wish I could give you an explanation but I can't! I was always busy with rehearsing and when I was done I was too tired to call you back. And honestly those time zones were a bitch! I know it was an ass move, not calling you or sending you a text and by the time I realized that, I was afraid you wouldn't pick up when I called you. Also, I don't really like apologizing over the phone... it doesn't feel sincere so I made a plan with Elin so I could talk to you without you running away. That day at Costa? I knew you were going to be there because I asked Elin to bring you there. I can't lose you because of something so stupid. I just can't! You honestly have no idea how much you mean to me and I can't bear to lose you. I also hope you liked the song choice? I couldn't choose so we did a mash-up. You are my everything Jazmyn. I know you don't like it when I'm cheesy, but I'm telling you the truth. You mean everything to me so please forgive me?"
Instead of answering, I slammed his lips against mine. I think I caught him of guard because it took him a second to respond. His lips molted against mine and it seemed like nothing it world mattered except us. After what felt like forever we broke apart to take a breath, but kept our foreheads against each other. Oh how I missed the feeling of his lips on mine.
"I love you." I mumbled and pecked his lips again and right when I wanted to pull back he held me close.
"I love you too, so so much!" He mumbled against my lips.
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