A Shelley Summer - George Shelley AU

Chapter 26 - Guilt

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Chapter 26

George POV 

Numb... I felt numb. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep god damn it I couldn't even cry. My mind was a complete mess but I just couldn't do anything. I was in shock. 

"George go take a shower, you stink." I think it was Toni who said this, but honestly I couldn't care less. I merely shrugged and stared at the wall. "What are you trying to reach George? Sitting here and having self-pity isn't going to solve anything! You did this to yourself! This is all your fault! My best friend is in a freaking coma because of your stupidity! So now I won't pity you because you don't deserve it!" I've never seen Toni angry and it was pretty scary. She was about to continue but Justin cut her off. "Toni, I think it's enough." No. I wanted her to continue. Like she said, I deserved it and she was totally right. "No I wasn't finished! I know how it feels to be cheated on and it's the worst feeling ever! She would have done everything for you and then this is what you do to her? But let me ask you this... Was it worth it?" Now I was confused. "Was what worth it?" I mumbled and she glared at me. "Was kissing that ex-girlfriend of yours really worth losing Jazmyn for?" She said through gritted teeth and my throat went dry. "Of course it wasn't! I was drunk! I didn't know what I was doing! If I could turn it all back I would but I'm sorry I can't okay?! I'm sorry! I ruined everything and I totally understand if you hate my guts right now because I deserve it but you know that I love Jazmyn with everything I have and that I hate myself for what I have done." I choked out and tears left my eyes.

"Hate is a strong word George and I don't hate you. I just hate looking at you right now, knowing that my best friend is in there because of your mistake but no I don't hate you and I also don't like seeing you like this that's why I want you to go home eat something, get a shower, sleep a little bit and then come back. I'll be here the whole time and I'll call you immediately when something happens but you have to take care of yourself George! You're a mess!" So I did as told and went home to get cleaned up.

Once I got home I took a nice long shower. Usually this would help to clear my mind but not now. After my shower I ate dinner and went to bed. I didn't even realize how tired I was until I laid my head against the pillow. So much has happened this past few days and mind couldn't quite comprehend it. I just wish I never went out that night. I never did, I always spent time with Jazz and now I did and this is what happens. I lost the best thing that has happened in my life. After a few hours of tossing and turning and a lot of thinking, I finally fell into a deep slumber. 

The first thing I did when I woke up, was getting dressed and ate breakfast and after that I immediately drove to the hospital. When I arrived there I saw that Elin, Luke and Jazmyn her mom where already there, sitting on those uncomfortable hospital chairs, looking extremely tired. While Eleanor-Jazz her mom-forced a weak smile, Elin and Luke looked like they were ready to break my neck. Well I couldn't blame them. 

"Euh guys, does any of you know where Toni is?" I thought they were all going to ignore me but surprisingly Luke spoke up. "She's getting us coffee. George can we speak to you for a moment." I gulped before nodding and followed them. And with them I meant Elin and Luke. 

"Before you guys say something I wanna apologize. Toni already gave me this lecture earlier today so no need for that but I just wanted to tell you guys that I'm sorry I know it's my fault and I wish I could change it but I can't." I sighed and Luke stared at me. "It's not your fault." Okay this caught me off guard. "We hate you for cheating on her but her getting hit by a car, that wasn't your fault. You couldn't do anything to prevent it. Yeah if she didn't see you kissing Megan that wouldn't have happened but she ran away and you couldn't stop her." Luke continued and I bit my lip, not in a seductive way, no more in a nervous one. "But then why did you guys want to talk to me?" I asked clearly confused. "To tell you what we just told you. You keep blaming yourself for what happened and it's not healthy I mean look at yourself." Elin said and Luke continued. "As much as I want to break your neck right now and tell you to never see my sister again, I can't. Because what you two have is true love and you are made for each other so I'm telling you this now. I want you to get your shit together and fight for my sister. She's going to hate you and never want to see you again once she wakes up but you have to fight for her and show her that you really love her!" Oh believe me. I'm prepared to do everything to get her back.

Toni was sitting next Eleanor with the coffee. "I'm sorry I didn't know you were already here. Do you want a coffee because I could get one for you." Toni said and I shook my head. I was about to kindly decline her offer but the doctor cut me off. "Mrs. Wright?" The man asked and Eleanor nodded. "I'm Dr. Harris. I came to inform you that your daughter will wake up soon but there might be some complications." He said and it felt like my heart stopped. Complications? What kind of complications. "What kind of complications?" It was as like Luke could read my mind. "Well she hit her head pretty hard and there is some minor brain damage. So she could have amnesia. We don't know that for sure of course and we also don't know how much she will remember but the chance is big." I heard Toni take in a sharp breath and Luke wrapped his arms around his mom while me and Elin stood there with our mouth wide open.

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