All I Ever Wanted..

The date.

Where was Blake taking me? I honestly had no clue.

Blake: do you like frozen yogurt or smoothies more?

Me: uh smoothies why?

Blake: just asking.

He took me to Jamba Juice to get a smoothie, after that we arrived at a beach. It was quite, no one was there.

Blake: and we arrive.

Me: this is beautiful.

Blake: just a simple date at a beach.

Blake pulled out a blanket and candles.

We walked hand in hand to the beach and set the blanket and candles up.

We both say down.

Blake: so Jessica. I want to get to know you.

Me: okay, like what?

Blake: everything.

Me: there's not much to me.. I really don't talk about it.. But.. When I was 10 my mom died while she was pregnant with my little brother. It broke me and Roxy's hearts. My dad didn't know how to take care of us, but he would figure it out. Sooner or later he become an alcoholic and lost his job. But he still tried his hardest to make us happy. And see, that's why I look up to him. He never gave up. When I was a senior in high school I figured out that I wanted to be a journalist. When I graduated I got a full ride to USC. And after college I finally came face to face with my dreams. If I never became a sports journalist I wouldn't even be here right now.

Blake: wow.. You're so strong. You're dad sounds like a great guy.

Me: he is, you should meet him. He's a big fan.

We both laughed.

Blake: A SPORTS JOURNALIST.?! I hope you haven't wrote anything bad about me!

I laughed.

Me: no I haven't.

Blake looked at me with lust, we started to kiss. This was going somewhere.

Blake: let's go back to my house.

The ride back was quick and quite.

As soon as we got home we immediately started making out. We were going at it. Blake lead me to his room and placed me on the bed. He took off my shirt.

Me: if my shirt comes off so does yours.

Blake: deal, but if my pants come off will yours as well?

I nodded. Blake took off his pants along with mine. He laughed at my expression from when I saw his business. He was so big.

Blake seems to know what he was doing. And he was good at it. He was better than Louise, and that's saying a lot. I haven't had sex like this in a while. After we were done we went to bed.

I woke up in the middle of the night. I couldn't stop thinking about my mom.

I decided to go downstairs and watch tv.

Blake must've heard me because he came downstairs a couple minutes later.

Blake: what's wrong?

Me: I can't stop thinking about my mom. I miss her.

Blake: she's watching over you, she loves you. I bet you're making her proud.

Oh yeah totally cause I just had sex with an NBA player right after I broke up with my boyfriend.

Blake: let's go to bed.

Blake grabbed my hand and led me back to bed. We both fell asleep.