All I Ever Wanted..

Bad News part 2.

Wait.. What?

Me: what..?

Jessica: you know the girl you were talking too, well... She's 17 Blake.

Me: shit... Who sent you that picture again?!?

Jessica: Stephens little cousin.. She goes to school with Cara.

Me: that's why she was always "busy"

I said under my breath.

Jessica: what?

Me: nothing... Jessica I'm so sorry. I didn't know.

Jessica: obviously.

She rolled her eyes.

Me: who knows..?

Jessica: just me, Stephen, and his little cousin.

Me: why wouldn't Cara tell me? Mage was at a bar when I met her! How?

Jessica: fake I.D's Blake..

It all made sense know.. That's why she was so nervous around me.

Jessica: you have to fix this before someone else finds out.

I put my hands over my face.

Me: I'm sorry Jess, I'm truly sorry. I've screwed up so much. I'm so so so sorry. I've never felt this bad. I'm a fuck up. I don't deserve you. Leave me. Go ahead. I deserve it.

Jessica: I can't.. I love you. And what would I tell the kids when they ask where their daddy is at? Exactly. We'll get through this. I'm just tired of the kid shit from you Blake. I need you to live up to the tittle as a husband. Can you so that?

Me: I can. I promise. I'm going to be the best dad ever, and husband. You'll be proud. I will cut the shit.

Jessica: thank you blake.

She placed her arms around my neck and kissed me.

While she was kissing me I said..

"I've been waiting for this forever.."

I smiled and bit her lip.

She laughed.

Jessica: glad to have you back baby.

She kissed me again.

Me: I'm going to call Cara right now to tell her. Please stay here. I'll be right back.

I walked away from Jessica to call Cara.

Me: Cara?

Cara: Yes?

Me: it's over.

Cara: we never exactly had anything..?

Me: I'm sorry, I don't date 17 year olds. I'm sorry, I wouldn't never gotten involved with you if I knew how old you were, if you were 18 it wouldn't be so bad because you're legal.. But you aren't.

I was talking fast.

Cara: Blake, don't worry. It's okay. I knew this would happen, that's why I didn't have sex with you, or anything else. I didn't want to get attached to only be left alone in the end, it's alright. Go be husband. I know that's what you need to do, and want to do. So do it.

Me: thank you so much Cara.

Cara: anytime, I have to go. I'm sorry, bye.

She hung up. And I smiled. Everything was okay. I went over to Jess to tell her.

Me: it's okay. I'm good.

She hugged me.

Jess: I'm glad things can get back to how they were. But no more bullshit remember?

Me: promise.

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