All I Ever Wanted..

Double Date Part Three.

"What the fuck do you think your doing huh?!"

When I turned around it wasn't blake, it was Roxy.

Me: what do you mean?! Did you see what Blake was doing?!

Roxy: noooo?

Me: oh wait you couldn't because you were too busy having sex with Deandre in the bathroom to take care of your little sister.

Roxy: don't turn this on me, you're old enough to take care of yourself Jess. And tell me, what exactly did I miss?

I looked down and started crying, not because Blake didn't stop that girl from kissing him but because he was high. Me and Blake had made a promise to each other that we wouldn't let something stupid like that happen to each other. There was no point. But he broke our promise, once again.

Me: some girl kissed Blake and he didn't even stop it, and right as I was about to beat her ass, he said everything was okay. And then Channing pulled me by my waist and Blake just watched and went back to what he was doing.

Roxy: look Jess, stupid things like this always happen, and it doesn't get any easier if you keep letting them happen, you have a beautiful baby girl at home, and your getting married to the love of your life in about a month. You can't be messing up like this.

For Roxy being drunk, she sure was wise with her words.

Me: but the thing is... He's high. I mean, he stoned out of his fucking mind. And we made a promise to each other that we would never let that happen to each other, and he broke that promise.

I started crying again.

Roxy: I'm so sorry, but why cry? There's no point.

Me: because, Blake has a career in front of him. And you could easily smoke once and get addicted to it, he's too good for that.

Roxy: but you don't get mad when he drinks? And plus, I hate to make things worse but he's most likely smoked before.

She was right, I hate to admit it but she was.

Me: because... I don't.. Because-

Roxy: see you don't know, let him live. He's human Jess. We all are. I'm not telling you to let him get addicted to smoking or go out every night but let him have a little fun.

Me: yeah, I guess you're right.

I was still upset and Roxy could tell.

Roxy: now head up princess, nows your time to show how good of a wife you can be. Go home sis, take care of Blake. Make sure he's okay, I know you're not that drunk, you always over act, I swear you should be an actress, but like I said, go home and take care of Blake, show him that you love him, and couples get through things like this. Be the wife that he always dreamed of, I know it sounds cheesy, but it's worth it in the long wrong. I don't want you to end up like me, my fiancé left me Jess, a week before our wedding.

Me: wait I thought he cheated on you.?

Roxy: no Jess, he left me. I just said that so I could feel better about myself. But that didn't last long. Now don't end up like me, go get Blake and take him home. He loves you and you love him, it's obvious to the whole world.

I started to tear up again, but this time, it was happy tears.

Me: thank you Roxy, what would I do without you.

Roxy: go insane. Now go get em kid.

I walked over to Blake and pulled him by his hand.

Blake: wher- where are weeeee goin-g

Me: home.

Blake: aweeee thank goddddd

On the ride back home Blake had fallen asleep.

When we got home, I walked Blake upstairs and layed him down.

I brought him a hot cup of tea and a warm washcloth.

Blake: thank you babyyyyy

Me: go to bed my love, I love you. Get some rest.

I kissed his forehead, and he fell asleep.

I went downstairs to think things over, I got myself a glass of water.

"This is what couples go through, and you have to learn to get through it, because if you two really love each other anything is possible."

I thought to myself, I remember my mom telling me that when she had taken me and my sister to stay at a hotel with her after she got in a big fight with my dad. Sometimes I wish she was still here to help me out with things like this. But I'm a grown up now, and I gotta learn to do things by myself. Blake and Nyla are my everything, and something stupid like this isn't going to mess our family up.