Blake's P.O.V
I woke up feeling like shit, I didn't remember anything from last night. All I remember was going to the club and getting fucked up. That's all. I feel sick, my lungs hurt and I'm light headed. What the hell did I do last night? And where's Jessica?
I got up, but I then I realized I couldn't feel my legs, they were numb. I tried my hardest to control my body, and I went downstairs to look for Jess.
Me: JESSICA, babeee
She didn't reply. Where was she? I went back upstairs to lay back down because I couldn't take this anymore. I felt like crap.
When I got upstairs I saw a note, it was from Jessica. When I opened it, it read...
"Good morning Blake, I hope you slept well because you're gunna wake up feeling like shit, if you haven't noticed already. Anyways, I went out for some coffee, I need to think things over. A lot of stuff happened last night that you don't remember, I'll be home at around 10. We need to talk."
Oh shit, what's going on?
I began to worry, what was she talking about. I grabbed my phone to check the time. It was now 9:45 so she should be here in a bit. At around 9:57 I heard the door open, and Jessica came up stairs.
Jessica's P.O.V
When I got home I went straight upstairs to see Blake.
Blake: hey baby.
Me: uh hi.
Blake: so let's talk.
I sat down and grabbed his hand.
Blake: what's wrong?
He honestly didn't remember a thing from last night, he doesn't even know what he did.
Me: so you remember how we made a promise to each other to never-
He cut me off.
Blake: yeah, to never try weed because it can become addicting and we both have a future ahead of us. What does that have anything to do with this situation? I would never do that, I won't break my promise.
I just looked at him, and then I spoke.
Me: but you did break that promise Blake, last night.
Blake: Wait.. What? What happened?
He looked confused and upset.
Me: Blake you got hammered last night and you were off in your own little world. And something happened and I went looking for you, when I was about to go get you some girl cut me off and began to kiss you. You didn't stop her. And when I pulled her by her hair to the ground, you just said that it was okay. And you went on to what you were doing. And then someone pulled me to the side, and that's when I figured out you where high..
Blake: really? Oh my god... I feel like an ass. What was I thinking?
Me: that's the problem, you weren't thinking Blake.
Blake: wait... But why weren't you with me the whole time.?
Shit, I had to tell him about Channing.
Me: I went to sit on a couch, and no one was there. Until Channing Tatum came up to me and started flirting with me, and I was so fucked up that I flirted back, he was my celebrity crush since 2006, and I couldn't help it. So he took me to a private hallway, and then I -
Blake: stop. Stop right there. I don't want to hear anymore.
His face turned from confused to angry in a matter of seconds.
Me: let me explain.
Blake: what, you had sex with him? Explain that Jessica.
Me: you think I had sex with him blake? Well I didn't okay, I stopped myself because of you, and NYLA. Our daughter. I wasn't high unlike you.
Blake: it was a mistake!
Me: whatever.
Blake: continue.
I rolled my eyes.
Me: and so I STOPPED HIM. And told him why and he understood. So I went to find you, and that's when all that shit happened. And them right before I was gunna hit that girl Channing pulled me back, and he took me to the side and he held me by my waist and you just watched and went back to doing your thing. He was all over me Blake! And you didn't care! I was so upset. And right before I could do anything else, Roxy talked to me. She changed my point of view on everything. She told me that I had to be the wife that you always dreamt of, and after she told me that I brought you back home and took care of you. You had no clue what was going on. We're gunna get married in less than a month Blake, we can't be making stupid decisions like this. It can't ruin us again. No, not when everything's finally getting back to where we started.
Blake: wow.. Jessica. I'm.. I'm sorry. I didn't know, I feel horrible. I'll never do it again. I wasn't in my right mind. But I'm glad you stopped yourself, and I thank Roxy for that too. But thank you. And if Channing ever tries to touch you again I will kick his ass, you're mine. Not his. And you know what? I can't wait until you're officially mine. In less than a month baby.
I grabbed Blake's face and kissed him because, well. He was perfect. And we couldn't stay mad at each other.
Me: I can't wait either, and neither can Nyla! Listen Blake, our daughter really loves you, she's a daddy's girl. She loves you a lot blake, I know for a fact. I can tell by the way her face lights up when she sees you, and how she sees billboards around town and notices that it's you! she really does love you, and I do too.
Blake: I love you too babe, and her, she's my life. You both are.
I kissed his cheek, and laughed.
Blake: what?
Me: we're so cheesy.
Blake: we watched too much of the Notebook.
We both laughed.
Blake: IF YOUR A BIRD-
Me: IM A BIRD
we both laughed once again.
Blake: is Nyla at your dads still?
Me: yes of course.
Blake: well what are we doing babe? Let's go get our baby girl!
We then took off to go get Nyla, things were now fixed, and I couldn't be any happier.
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FanficJessica Blonde is an ordinary girl living in an extraordinary world. What happens when she becomes friends with NBA Star Blake Griffin? Will he want to be more than friends? & if so will he accept her for who she truly is?