All I Ever Wanted..

Mistakes.

*Later*

Blake's P.O.V

While I was driving I decided to pull over to take a breather. I pulled out my phone & decided to go on twitter.

"Jessica's cheating on Blake?!?!"

That was the first thing I read. What the fuck are they talking about?!?

I continued reading.

"Jessica Blonde spotted leaving Stephan Curry's house. The two appeared to have had sex"

Anger filled my body again.

"HOW COULD SHE DO THIS WHAT A WHORE SHE KNOWS WHAT IM GOING THROUGH I CANT HANDLE THIS" I thought to myself.

I clenched my fist. I was so mad, I couldn't control myself. I punched the window. It shattered and there was blood everywhere.

I looked at my hand and it was cut up.

I threw my phone to the backseat, I couldn't put up with Jessica's shit right now.

Right after I was done being pissed, I became upset. I decided to drive to the nearest bar. I wanted to drink the pain away.

*at the bar*

When I walked in I immediately asked for a couple shots of whiskey. I was so focused on my dad dying and Jessica I forgot to look up.

Eventually I looked up, and when I did I saw the most beautiful women. She was the bartender. She had green eyes and long blonde hair. She was beautiful.

Bartender: your hand! It's bleeding. Let me clean it up.

Me: I'm fine..

Bartender: no seriously let me.

She brought out a warm cloth.

Bartender: here ya go.

She smiled. And her smile was breath taking.

Me: thanks.

Bartender: my names Ashley by the way.

Me: that's a beautiful name. My names Blake.

We both smiled.

Ashley: oh trust me I know.

She winked. She was hot damn.

We continued to talk for a while. I figured out that we both live in LA.

Me: then why are you here?

Ashley: I go around the nation working at different bars. It's pretty fun if you ask me.

Me: that's cool. So when do you get off of work?

Ashley: in 30 minutes, maybe we can hang out after? If you want..

Me: well yeah! That's why I was asking. We can head over to my hotel to go for a swim.

What was I doing, I have a girlfriend.... Oh well.

*30 minutes later*

Me: ready?

Ashley: yeah just let me grab my swimsuit from my car real quick. My suitcase is in there.

Me: just being the whole suitcase.

I winked.

When we got into my room we both got dressed to go swimming. Luckily it was late so no one was in the pool. We both got in.

Ashley: this is nice.

Me: I know the waters perfect.

I swam over to her. I looked her in the eyes. At this point I didn't care about anything.

Me: you're beautiful.

We began to kiss. I picked her up and wrapped her legs around my waist. I untied the too piece of her swimsuit.

Ashley: not here Blake.. Let's go upstairs.

She licked her lips. I grabbed her hand and took her up stairs quickly. As soon as we got in the room I pushed her up agains the walk and started to make out with her.

I let my tongue explore her mouth then I put her down. She took off her clothes and pushed me onto the bed. She slid off my swimming trunks. She kissed all the way from my neck to my junk. Then she did something that felt completely amazing. I grabbed her hair to guide her. After that she got on top of me. I started off slow until she screamed faster. We did this until we both reached our climax.

That sex was great, but it was different. It wasn't the same. With Jessica it was different, me and Jessica's was more passionate. Who knows.

Me and Ashley finally went to bed.
Right now I could've cared less about what I just did.

*the next morning*

I woke up feeling numb, until the pain came over my body. I thought about my father and Jessica.

Oh shit... I completely forgot about last night. I was expecting Ashley to be there but she wasn't. I saw a note.. I read it.

"Thanks for last night Blake, you're amazing in bed. I had fun. Nice meeting you."

The guilt finally came. What have I done, I just had meaning less sex with a stranger.. A hot one.

No not a hot one... What am I thinking.

My plane left in about an hour. I got up took a shower and put some clothes on.

*Back in LA*

I honestly don't want to see Jessica right now... Maybe she thinks I don't know. I guess we'll see what happens.