This chapter was rotten while I was thinking in this song, if you can listen while reading it will be the best, if you can't then listen after reading. Thanks.
What should I do when every part of me is dying? What should I do when I'm broken? What can I do?
There are just a few options left, What should I choose?
What should I do when I want to Move On?
The way in my life is choosing me, I can't force my destiny. I know that it is wrong but I want to stop.
I want to stop suffering, stop thinking, stop breathing. This is depressing but it is what I feel.
But there's a bright side, Right? Because there's Lydia and there's Angela and Lucas, Right? They're my saviors, Right?
Even though, my life is a mess, not because of me, because of my parents. Because of how they made me. Because of how I am.
Alimentary disorders, depression, sadness. Describing my problems in three words. In one word: Mess.
Maybe if I did loved myself, it'd be much easier to go through the trauma, through my past.
But I just can't. I am tired and I am weak. I can help all of them but not myself. I can't kill my demons.
They follow me to wherever I am. The past, the future or the present. They're always there.
Well, I want to know so. But I just have a thing left to ask you to do:
Don't Let me be GONE.
YOU ARE READING
Moving On
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