Chapter 14: Thank You for the Venom

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This is for all my past life idiots.

You have been my inspiration for a while guys, but now I buried you in the past, I have to deal with my new life so I took all of you and killed you in my dreams, in my mind, and in my present.

I've always wanted to know how it felt to bury a person that in fact is alive but not for you, well, I'm trying to put that in practice, because I hate toxic idiots.

Life is much easier without some persons and without some memories, I've blocked every shocking picture of my brain so I can live in peace. No more bullies.

But anyways guys, Thank You for the Venom.

Turn On Pax Am Days mixed with Danger Days because I'm Gonna Kill People.

This I what I call Blacked Out Memories:

Remember when I came to the kinder garden of our school and you put me out? Well, strike one, marking a girl's future in her fifth year of life.

The second strike came with calling me by silly names that you made out of my appearance in fist grade, but all the kids do that, Right?

The third strike came in third grade when everyone started to treat me badly and tear me apart. Stupid kids that hated me more than their selves. That was the place where my life was marked and it wouldn't be able to correct if I wasn't on the other side of the country today.

Fourth strike in seventh grade, the travel we made because we finished primary school. Nobody would dance with me, we will go to the pool and everyone would laugh because I was fat and I used a bikini. The girls will separate me with the boys and some of them will hate me. I will be alone for a week. Fucking Hell.

The fifth strike in the first year of secondary, they mixed the two divisions and a new bully will rise from hell. The idiot was clever and made my life impossible. I had to denounce him to the police the following year because he was too aggressive, but guess what, he denied everything.

The sixth strike happened last year, again, the bullies and my "best friend" and also I was moving. Fucking Hell, again.

As you can read I didn't die, if you got through worst hells, then move on because you can do anything, you will be okay, you will live. I buried them in the past and you can do so. Now I have to look to the present and get the best future.

Look Alive, Sunshines, AA.

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