December 2001:
Being a single mother has its challenges. Waking up at 1AM, 3AM, and 5AM is tiring, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.
Christmas is next week, and it's a happy holiday season. Denim became the best gift I could've asked for. Sometimes I enjoy being a single mother because I don't want a man, thats going to be in and out of my son's life.
Everything is going...well. I honestly cannot complain because it could've been worse. My sisters plan on staying with me from Christmas Eve until New Years. My family is super important to me and I'm ever so grateful.
I've kinda fallen out of love with music, because my life revolves around raising my child. Receiving calls from Whitney, Anita, Lauryn, Mariah, and so many others have truly touched me. I cannot lie, I love them and their kind words, but I'm not sure. What if my album flops? What if I lose the gift God has given me? What if I become bankrupt again? I'm afraid of failure, and I am scared of being called "Toni Brax-DONE".
That shit hurts. I am a human. I've got feelings. For tabloids to say that about me, hurts me. Now that I've got a child, I don't want him to bullied at school, because his mother is a failure. I want to be the best mother to him, and protect him from the idiots that bullies him.
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LIFE UPDATE:
I am back! I decided to take a hiatus from Wattpad, so I can enjoy my summer before school started. I turned 18 yesterday (09/03), and I'm blessed. I attend college and now, I'm majoring in Social Work. I'll try my best update frequently! Comment below on stories you'd like to see from me! ❤️
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FanfictionThirty-four year old, Toni Braxton, is excited for motherhood. She has the perfect life. Married to Mint Condition's very own, Keri Lewis, having five Grammy awards, is a blessing. One night ruins everything for the international superstar.
