“Babe you’re not eating” Chris said looking across the table at me. Since I haven’t seen Chris since the whole Lance situation, I decided to go over to his place in between classes and have lunch, although I wasn’t doing much eating.
“I’m not hungry” I said quietly playing with the noodles on my plate. “That’s new” he said with a small smirk. I absentmindedly rolled my eyes and he noticed and a look of hurt flashed on his face. “Ok do you want to watch TV?” he asked trying to change the subject. I glanced at my phone I still had a few hours before my class started but I couldn’t handle being here with Chris. I sighed “actually I’m going to leave” I said rising up from my chair.
“Why? You just got here Kendra” he said. “Yes and now I’m leaving” I said in an irritated voice. “What the fuck is your problem?” he said getting angry “you’ve been giving me attitude all week and I haven’t done anything.” I rubbed the back of my neck and sighed heavily “Chris just leave me alone, I’m leaving” I headed towards the door. Chris was in front of me in seconds “not until you tell me what’s up” he said blocking my path. “Get the hell out of my way” I said getting angrier by the minute. He stood still. “Chris I will punch you in the face if you don’t move out of my way!” I yelled at him. “If you can reach my face” he said with a small smile on his face. I rolled my eyes “move” and this time he did.
“Kendra!” he said as I reached for the door, I turned around “WHAT?” I said annoyed. He shook his head “if you leave like this don’t even bother coming back because you’re being ridiculous right now.” I was taken aback by his comment, did Chris just threaten to break up with me? Of course the smart thing would be to turn around and tell him that I’m having a bad week and that I didn’t want to fight anymore. I looked him in the eyes and shook my head “Bye Chris.”
*2 days later*
“When are you leaving anyways” I asked picking up a grape and popping it into my mouth. I was sitting in Lance’s hotel room and he was flipping through the channels not even paying attention. “Saturday night” he said leaning over and placing a kiss on my cheeks. I frowned and he laughed “I told you to come with me” he said grabbing my hand and lacing our fingers together. “Nope I have class” I said picking up another grape. “You can come next weekend” he said. “I’ll think about it.”
Laying on Lance’s chest I heard my phone buzz on the bedside table, “babe get that for me” I said. He reached over and looked at the name “Chris” he said and handed me the phone. “Oh” I started to put the phone down but he stopped my had “it’s cool baby, answer it.”
“Hey Chris” I said quietly. “Hey babe, look I know we had that fight but I really need to see you so we can talk. Where are you? Can I come over?” I looked over at Lance who was curiously watching me, “I’m not home right now Chris. I’m with a… friend.” “Oh” he was quiet for a few minutes “well when can we talk?” I sighed “I can come over tonight” I said purposely avoiding Lance’s stare. “Great I get out of practice at 8 so how about you come over at 9?” he said. “Ok I’ll see you at 9.” “Ok bye babe” “Bye Chris” and I hung up the phone.
I looked at Lance who was staring at me “so you seeing the boyfriend tonight?” he asked with a small smirk. I smacked him on the chest “shut up ok, I don’t even know if we’re still together after what happened.” “Babe I told you don’t end your relationship for me” he said grabbing my hands again. “So what the hell are we doing Lance?” I asked. “What do you mean?” he said confused. “I mean you say you love me and you want to be with me but you want me to stay with Chris? That makes no type of sense. He shook his head “baby the idea of you being with anyone else makes me mad, but if you want to be with him, I won’t stop you. You’re a grown woman you can make your own choice.” “I know” I sighed “it’s just I have feelings for you both.” “I know” he said and pulled me to his chest “how bout we take your mind off all this?” he said smiling. I smiled “what did you have in mind?” he pulled my face to his and started kissing me.
Lance teased me with his tongue as it swirled inside of my mouth. I bit his bottom lip and he responded with a moan. “Damn Kendra” he breathed heavily. He pulled me closer to him and lifted my shirt over my head and tossed it on the floor. I was breathing heavy, but I just needed more of Lance. He kissed my neck as he unhooked my bra. I pulled off his shirt and tossed it near mine on the floor. Lance flipped me so that he was now on top of me, my nails traced over his chest and I felt him shutter. He groaned and kissed me harder.
Lance reached for the buttons of my short but hesitated and stopped, waiting on my permission. I pulled him closer and kissed his ears giving him my answer. Lance pulled off my shorts in record time, leaving me in nothing but black, lace boy shorts. He pulled off of me for a second and glanced down my entire body “damn you’re so sexy baby” he said trying to catch his breath. “Are you sure about this?” he asked. I shook my head and he grabbed my chin and lifted so my eyes could be directly on his “Kendra are you sure?” he asked again. “Yes” I said in a quiet voice.
Lance took his time and was very careful with me, knowing that this would be my first time. He trailed kisses all down my stomach and down my thighs. He parted my legs and grazed his teeth against the inner of my thigh, my body shook and I squirmed. I could feel his smile as he continued to tease me. “Hold still baby” he said as he yanked my panties off and tossed them to the side. He placed on finger on my sensitive spot and slowly started to massage, I tried to remain as still as possible but he was driving me crazy. Then he slowly slipped one finger in and I groaned and moved away from him. “Don’t run from me babe” he said as he grabbed my thigh and pulled me back down. “The pain will go away soon, I promise” he said as he started to slowly move his finger. He was right, the pain went away and I was suddenly enjoying myself, I wanted Lance now.
I moved my hips with the rhythm of his fingers and I moaned slightly. He replaced his finger with his tongue and my body automatically reacted, I let out a small scream and clenched on to the covers on the bed. He swirled his tongue and I couldn’t take anymore “Lance” I moaned and he just kept a constant rhythm. He started trailing kisses on my stomach again and I had my eyes close. His lips found mine and he kissed me passionately, his mouth was slightly salty and that turned me on more. He pulled off his gym shorts and reached in the drawer for a condom. He slipped it on and leaned on top of me again. “I love you” I said. “I love you too” said looking at me. When I didn’t respond he grabbed my chin “look at me” he said and I glanced into his eyes “I love you too” he repeated. I smiled “I know” I said and he slid into me.
“AH” I gasped not expecting it and I dug my nails into his shoulders. He moved slowly in and out of me, trying not to hurt me. I sighed heavily and pulled him closer. “You ok?” he pant in my ears “yes” I managed to answer. After a few minutes he started moving faster and my body was in a state of euphoria that I’ve never felt before. He pulled me closer and pushed himself deeper inside of me, I moaned again and that seemed to turn him on. He grabbed my legs and wrapped it around his waist as he continued to move. “Get on your stomach” he said sweat dripping all over his body, I did what I was told and he placed a pillow under my stomach. When he slipped inside of me again, I grabbed the sheets and sucked in a breath. He moved and my pushed my hips back in sync with his. “Oh my God Lance! Lance!” I screamed not caring who heard me. I was on the edge and I couldn’t control it. He started grunting and he too grabbed on to the sheets “Damn! Shit! Aw man Kendra! Oh! Damn!” His muffled words, my screams, and our moans took over the entire room as we came together.
