Warmth and comfort. Feelings I haven't felt in over a month. Going numb to all other feelings besides despair, sadness, and regret ever sense Dad had passed almost two weeks ago. Everyone in the RFA has tried to contact me. I ignored all of them even if they came to my door. Their messages stopped coming in as quickly as before now. Except for V who I will send back a message every few days to let him know I'm still alive. V's the only one still trying to reach me.
V: I'm coming over and don't tell me no because I know where your spare key is.
I sigh and stay back on the corner of couch where I haven't moved much besides to get food or use the bathroom. I showered two days ago so I'm fine on that. I hear my door unlock and the bright sunlight from outside peer into my cold, dark apartment. V takes off his shoes at the door and walk into the room turning the light on. I squint and hide my face from the brightness reappearing.
"(Y/N), you will hurt your eyes if you don't turn the lights on in here," V chuckles slightly as he sits down next to me and my bundle of blankets on the couch and kisses my forehead. He moves the blankets and wraps his arms around me.
"Have you been taking care of yourself at least?" he asks. I continue to stare down at the ground. I have been V, I just don't want to say anything right now. He sighs at my quietness. "I hope that's a yes. What have you been eating lately?" I look to the empty pizza boxes sitting on my table.
"That's from a few days ago," I mumbled. "I finished it yesterday." He nods.
"Well, I brought you (Y/F/F)." (Your favorite food) V takes out a box from his bag along. I place it on the table and curl back up into a ball. He takes something else out of a paper bag: a teddy bear with a cream colored scarf.
"Hey (Y/N), do you want that bear before we buy Mommy's birthday present?" Dad asks while pointing to a shelf of teddy bears with many colored scarfs. My young eyes glow and I nod. "Let's get it then, but mummy's present is still a secret between you and me ok?"
"Thank you V," I mumble trying to hold back tears. "How have you been?" For the last few months, V has been traveling through Italy and Rome for photography. He just got back from the trips a few days ago.
"Well, it was nice, but I'm happy to be home now. Let's focus on you though. First of all, when was the last time you changed clothes?"
"3 days ago..."
"How about we can get some clothes and get you changed. After, we maybe do something like get ice cream and snacks."
"V, you don't have to do that I-"
"No, my treat. You need some sun. You are looking a little pale." I stand up and go to my room to change. I feel bad for him for doing this, but I don't want to say no to him. Once I'm ready, I walk out.
I stay silent looking down. He opens the door for me, and I step out. We get into his car, and he turns on the radio. The car stays quiet until I hear a very familiar song.
"Dad! You play that song all the time. Don't you listen to anything else?" I ask jokingly.
I turn off the radio and put my face on my knees to hide the tears slipping out.
"(Y/N), are you ok?" V asks while looking at me. I look back up at him and nod. I can't let him see me breaking down like this. He looks back at me concerned for a second before pulling into a parking spot. Once we get in there, we pick out some snacks and ice cream and check them out. We return back to the apartment swiftly. V and I are sitting on the couch next to each other with our wide selection of snacks in front of us.
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Mystic Messenger x Reader One Shots
FanfictionYou stumble across an app that allows you to chat with pretty boys (and girl). Nothing can go wrong... right? ~~~~~~~~ Requests are always open to any character in the game.
