Hope | Yoosung x Sucicidal!Reader

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Warning: If you are triggered by things such as depression and attempted suicide then please do not read this!


Requested by depresseddweeeeb

(Y/N): Dear RFA,
I know, you wouldn't expect me to write you this long letter over text, but I feel like I need to. I'm just going to start out by saying I'm sorry. Im just too much of a problem for everyone around me. I just need to leave everyone behind. No one needs me anyway. There's a reason I'm leaving anyway. I'm grateful for the friendship you guys have shown me. You all are very special to me, and I cherish everyone one of you. I love all of you guys. And for Yoosung, I love you so much more than you can ever imagine. Please, do not let this linger on in your mind like Rika's death. You can leave me behind. Thank you for being the best gaming partner ever. I'll see you all one day my fellow RFA members. Thank you, but I'm sorry for everything.

707: (Y/N), what are you talking about? What are you doing?

Yoosung: No, no no no! This can't be happening! I can't loose anyone else. Seven we can't let her die!

Zen: Guys we need to find a way to save her. Seven, you know the address right?

707: Of course I do. I'll drive over there asap. Yoosung is the closest to her location. I'll send it individually to each of you. She is still at her apartment according to the cameras.

Jumin Han: Assistant Kang, please call the doctors on staff at the hospital immediately. Tell them the situation.

Jaehee Kang: Yes Mr. Han. Right away.

Yoosung: I'm on the way right now. I'm not letting her die.

Yoosung's POV:

I insert the address into my phone immediately and get in my car. Her house is about 10 minutes away from mine. If I can get there before something happens I can possibly save her. No, I will save her. I'm not going to let her die. Not like this.

As soon as I get to the door, I see a keypad attached to the door handle. I insert the password Seven gave us and run inside. "(Y/N)! Where are you?" I see her phone on the ground in the kitchen. Messages still ring through. My first thought on where she could be is her room.

I bolt to her room to see her on the ground with a knife in her trembling hands with tears down her face. Her wrist and knife are covered in her blood. I look down at her and freeze up in horror. My sweet girl is doing this to herself.

She looks up at me and starts to shake even more than before. The knife drops from her hands. The look of pain and fright is clearly expressed. "Y-Yoosung?" she stutters. I run to her and hug her tight, letting my own tears fall more.

"You are alive! Thank goodness I don't know what I would have done if I lost you." I immediately look around the room for something to wrap her wrists with.

"I-I lo-" she starts to say until she collapses. The blood is still flowing from her wrists. I take a long towel I find and wrap it around her wrists as tight as I can.

I hold her hand and start to cry more. "Please, not like Rika. You are too special to die. I can't loose anyone else!" I scream. A second later, I hear the door slam open. Zen and Seven are barging in panicked. Zen has a medical kit with him.

"I've wrapped her arm with a towel before she collapsed. What are Jumin and Jaehee doing?" Zen kneels down and undoes the towel. The blood flow isn't as strong as before. He takes bandages from the box and wrap her arms tight as possible.

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