why do I still continue to feel for you? Mainly at times like this. 3AM
nothing but a broken soul crying in the midnight rain. Ripping pictures of us in two. I never realized I cared for you so much until I lost you. I needed you.
you were my daily drug I couldn't get enough of. Something no one else ever cared of, you tore me from limb to limb but I never noticed. Never noticed I was the maddest
as I sip on my tea looking at old videos, the ones of us kissing and cuddling at 12PM. It doesn't hit me. At 3Am. Thats a different story my friend.
you left saying you expected more. You meant nudes I'm sure. It was you and only you who could find me in pitch black, now I've learned to find myself
sitting on my roof in the rain with myself. Maybe even a totally new person. New memories without you. Everything is now without you.
I really don't know how I just dropped you out of my life. Just like a husband cheating on his wife. My mind swirls your name around my head endlessly. Just like my heart thinks of you relentlessly
but at different times, different ways, like in May when we ended everything. You said you didn't need anything. But you clearly were missing a piece of you
it broke you as well. The countless tearing up looking at each other. Feelings like no other. You were my one and only
my only star at night. The one who would fight. That all went away. After you didn't need me anyway. Heartbreak and emotions I shouldn't give a damn about, but for some stupid reason
I can't let it go
