what do you think of when you see me?
Do you see an horrid, worthless, despicable, evil, girl that can't figure herself out?
Or do you see the complete opposite?
Many people see me as the complete opposite. But I for a fact when I see myself, is a mess. I really am just a piece of glass shattered and one more tap it'll be in pieces. Every time you touch me your fingers bleed because I prick you but none of you care. I put a bandaid over it and you're good to go.
I break everyone piece by piece whether it be by calling you a name or making fun of you for something you once did. I really am just a bitch.
Yeah all of you heard that right.
A bitch.
B - I - T - C - H
an annoying and whiney female.
all I do is complain about losing everyone around me when I am the reason everyone around me leaves. I'm the only one that can damage myself because I am me. I hurt myself. I taunt myself. And I also hate myself. I put all my self hatred on other people.
So Alinna, you're the reason why everyone leaves, you need to learn to keep your friends around or you'll have none at all. But all my friends stay even though I treat them like complete shit. How do any of you people love me when I'm just a hag that puts all my shit on other people.
Sorry that I am ugly and annoying, sorry for you people that have to even look at my face on a daily basis. I don't know what I can do to repay all of you. You all are such amazing people and I really do not belong on the face of this earth.
I want to be crushed by all of the people I've hurt at some point in my life. I want my bones to turn to ash from it. I want my blood to fill your hearts as you devour on me getting rid of your hatred towards me. I hope my voice echoes in your head saying "sorry" because I truly, truly am.
Sincerely, the girl who fucks you all up
