You stopped loving me for my actions
Yes I drink
Yes I smoke
But I do it so I can fit in with the crowd.
Being a girl is hard
You take everything so seriously.
You bottle up all your emotions
You beat yourself up over the tiniest things
And you have to be a bitch to be popular.
I have changed myself completely
I don't even recognize myself anymore.
I look in the mirror and I don't see a normal teenager
I see a messed up bitchy, self centred prick that doesn't give a fuck about anyone except herself
So please.
If you're reading this
know I had no intention of you leaving me
But it's who I am and if you don't love me for who I am
whats the point
