I left you because I am not okay
Physically I am fine, I look fine. I smile lots
But on the inside I am a scribble.
Everywhere. I look like a mess
I always find a way to hate myself whether its my height or eye colour.
And I want to learn to love myself and every flaw before I find someone else to love
I love you and all your flaws.
Why can't I love mine?
I hurt myself so if I hurt myself I will end up hurting you.
Whether it's an action or a thought.
I just can't even look at myself without feeling worthless and ugly
If I can't love myself how the fuck could I love someone else?
I simply cannot.
So I left you before I broke you.
