i would have to say i do not like the word "goodbye"
it breaks me so much to an extent where i feel empty after i say that word.
and i had to say it to you
i mean i shouldn't really care because i was physically, mentally, and emotionally prepared for you to leave but when you actually turned around and walked away i was shattered to pieces.
your lips were the prefect shade of a peachy pink, they were soft and the way they felt against mine was magnificent.
to think those lips could form the word "goodbye" was something i never thought would happen.
i miss those lips
i miss you
i miss your thoughts
i miss our talks
but i shouldn't, because i wanted you gone. i really really wanted you to leave.
you were so toxic and dragging me down constantly you had to go, and i prepared myself for it.
but not legitimately, and to know your lips could form that word "goodbye" is a vision that will stay with me till the day i die.
