Forever & Always

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fourteen

My body was no longer in pain, I was numb. The sound of Sam’s voice was very faint, almost like he was far away from me. I couldn’t think clearly, I start to drift away from reality. White flowers in the spot of the woods I saw Sam transform into a wolf. While he was lying on the ground, I lay on his chest and snuggled with him. It was warm, cozy, and harmless. Nothing bad could ever happen to me, Sam kept me safe. I babbled to him about my day at work, about Bella, my friends and family. Not one growl or whimper from him as I explained my past. From the first boyfriend, drugs, drinking, and anything else I did.

My mind flashing from the day I found out I was pregnant with Bella, to the first day at college. Watching Sam walk past me while on the phone with my mom. Seeing Sam while I ate lunch, with Amanda and her friends; how drawn in I was to him without even knowing him; then the night at the lake when he never left my side and the day we played pool alone for hours.

My mind then flashes to the night Sam got protective when Cody came to pick me up, and the night he came to comfort me when I broke down over Cody in the wooded area at school. The long nights of talking, eating, movies, and conversations; Sam was always there. My mind wonders throughout college until the last day when Sam helped me with all my things. Then finally when Sam got hit by the car, he should have been dead; but he didn’t die. He had to live, for one reason, me. I can’t leave Sam, not now.  

Sam never told me this, but soul mates attracted to each other. No matter how hard they wanted to stay away or were away from each other. They always came back to each other because it’s fate, its love, and it’s our lives together. I couldn’t die, not now. I have a baby, and Bella; they need me. Sam needs me, more than anything in the world! I have to wake up, now; wake up Olivia!  Sam, help me! I was screaming well, I thought I was. My mind was screaming for help, calling Sam over and over.

Reality finally started to fade back into my ears, my eyes were flickering as a bright light was blinding me, and my pain was excruciating. I heard Sam’s voice, “Olivia, stay with me baby! Don’t leave me again, don’t worry. The doctor is here, its okay. Just hold my hand.” I felt the warmth instantly as he slips his hand into mine. Tears escaping the corners of my eyes, I wasn’t dead; I was going to be okay. I gripped onto Sam’s hand – finally my vision was clear and I saw Sam looking deep into my eyes.

He runs his finger across the tears I shed. Running his fingers through my hair, kissing my forehead; he is extraordinary. I felt a lot of pressure in my pelvic area. “Wha…..t’s goi…ing….o….” I was then interrupted by a crying baby. “It’s a boy!” the doctor said cheerfully. “I’m sorry Olivia.” I couldn’t believe it, I just gave birth. What had happened to me? Why did I go into labor? What when wrong? Sam walks away from me, and I start to freak out. My body wouldn’t do what I wanted it to do. I started to move my fingers, wondering for Sam’s hand. I didn’t feel anything, what was going on?

Sam was back, I saw him look down at something. He was holding something very tiny. What was it? “Want to see mommy?” I hear him say quietly. The baby began to cry again, Sam jumped a bit which made the crying worse. I must have been put onto a bed; the bed began to move my back up so I could see much more of the room. Sam gets closer and hands me something wrapped in blue blanket. “Olivia, meet your son.” I was shocked, I finally had a son. Sam hands him over to me, with my arms open the baby is placed into my arms.

“Samuel Levi Pierce” I whispered very quietly to the baby. “The third” Sam added on, I look at him and smile. Sam moved me over gently as the doctor cleaned up the mess. We sat there, in silence and were amazed at our little boy. “What happened to me Sam?” His body tensed up “Your body couldn’t handle the pregnancy, with all the stress.” Looking towards the doctor she comes to my side to explain more.