The Mind Trap.

She Continues.

When I turned ten, the abuse got even worse.

It gets worse every year.

After I turned ten and entered fifth grade I had to start wearing long sleeve clothes and I had to try to cover up the burses.

Every part of my body started to hurt me.

Everything yelped for protection and help, my body screamed in pain but I was very strong back then, I'm still strong, better than before.

The night after my 11th birthday, I was reading one of her school books on the brown, fluffy, couch at the end of the living room just under the tall, dim lamp.

While reading the book I sunk myself deeper into the couch letting the warmth of the slapping me throughout my body.

Then I heard her walking down the stairs slowly so I put down the book hoping she wouldn't notice, I was reading one of her biology books, she hated when I touch her things.

But unfortunately she noticed that it was out of place, she had a long, black, leather belt in her hand.

This was new to me because she often used to beat me with anything she found like a pot spoon or something so but a belt, she never had a belt and she threw out my father's things so where did she get this belt from?

She held up the belt and demanded, her eyes red with anger," Go to your room and do some homework or something of that sort!.......Now!"

I rushed to my feet and ran to my room wishing that she won't hit me, but as I passed by her she swung the belt, it slapped my thigh like a lightening bolt.

It stung, my leg started to turn red, the tears wanted to come out my eyes but I refused, hooding my light blue eyes with an emotionless expression.

I asked, trying to hide my feelings inside," Why are you doing this to me.........I didn't do you anything all I did was sit on the couch.....why do you do this to me!" my voice weakened and it started to fade away slowly.

She replied viciously," I do it because I never asked to take care of a little drain rat like you! You think I wished for this to happen......do you think I wanted you? No, no I don't! I wish for you to leave but you can't."

I looked in fear wishing for me to just go to my room.

She turned around holding her head, I silently got up and tried to walk away to go to my room but it didn't work.

This just made her become angrier.

She saw me, and she then grabbed my hand, squeezing it and grumbled, " Where do you think you are going. You feel that you can get away from me? Well hear what, think again! You're not going anywhere until I'm finished with you. Understood?"

I replied, " Yes mother." as I sighed.

She let go of my hand so that I could fall to the ground, as my body slammed against the cold, hard cement flooring she kicked me several times in my abdominal area.

She then pulled me by my dark brown hair, then I saw her eyes, it was so black and cold, 'was there even any soul in that body of hers?' I think to myself.

She pushed me towards the stairs causing me to fall, my stomach ached with pain and the fear, will that was deep inside me.

I forced myself to get back up, my feet trembling as I attempt to get up, then hear her shout, "I will come again and beat you if you don't go up to your room!" after a few tries I brought myself up to my feet trying to go up the stairs quickly, I kept on stumbling upon myself, my knees making contact with the wooden stair, finally got up the stairs and I walked to my room.

I opened the door and went into my room, shutting the door behind me locking it.

I knew she wasn't going to come for me for the rest the evening so I went and lay on the bed.

As I lay down on my bed I can feel my body in pain, all the muscles in my body are weakening, I ache in the need of being saved.

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