What In The World?

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**Kaleb's POV**

My eyes felt exhausted, I couldn't sleep. A burning sensation tingling in my eyes. I wanted to sleep but I can't. I can't sleep.

Amanda was haunting my mind but I lied down, not even twitching my fingers. I couldn't move. I wanted to but I couldn't, I felt trap as if someone pulled me out of reality and sucked me into my mind.

They told me that everything was going to be okay. That everything was going to get better but honestly that whole conversation was pure crap.

Nothing is getting better it's getting friggin' worse. My depression and anxiety is getting worse but they don't understand and they won't ever understand. The doctors here are driving me crazy. Nothing is getting better.

I felt like bawling out, frustration bubbling up my throat. I wanted everything to end. The memories, the nightmares, the depression, the anxiety attacks and worst yet, feeling as if I'm trapped in my own mind. I felt like I couldn't get out from the horrors of my past. Everywhere I went I remember everything.

I wanted to sleep peacefully but I couldn't. I just lay awake, looking at the ceiling aimlessly. I want out!

I want to go home, in my bed. I can't take living in a box. It doesn't even feel safe. How in the world does this help someone?

I felt a vibration next to me. I could finally move, breaking myself out of the hypnotic state I was in. I reached to my side grabbing my phone to see who's texting me at one in the morning.

I unlocked the my phone to see a message from Hunter pop up. My  nerves started to die down, getting calmer every second that passed by.

Hunter:~
Hey Kay. You still awake?

Me:~
Yes. I can't sleep.

Hunter:~
I really wish we were home right now.

Me:~
Me too.

Hunter:~
I tried to convince myself that you were wrong about Toby but it didn't work. He's acting extremely weird, more than before in fact.

Reading her last message made my heart rate speed up. I seriously hope she okay. I don't want anything happening to her.

Me:~
What happened?

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